The Girl

2009-08-19T04:39:00.001+08:00

Lately life’s mainly about dance... im like dancing EVERYNIGHT... I am so going to recover soon. THANK YOU SO MUCH. I keep having dry coughs and it get worst every day. I’ll be very short for breath easily and I can’t concentrate on my dance at all. I can’t even talk for goodness sake! Every time I talk, I will start coughing like a mad woman. So yea, I was trying very hard not to talk during pract. It feels so horrible that I rushed back hall to rest once they released us.

But other then that, dance’s being ..well... pleasant! Thank god to pple like mich, ruisi, eva , krsyt and colleen.. haiz.. its really nice having them around. Makes me wonder why I actually forsake them for hall stuffs last semester. If I can turn back time, I’ll prob spend more time with them rather than those nonsense committee in halls. Sometimes, I feel a bit detached from them, dunno how to explain it but yea..just feel so. Well, blame it on times I didn’t turn up for dates and suppers with them. sorry girls!

Ok, last busking perf tml!! All the way buskers !

R

2009-08-14T04:18:00.001+08:00

TO ALL MY LOVELY FRIENDS OUT THERE:
Thanks guys, I’m ok now!
Thanks for all the concerns and comfort you guys gave me. I’m really fine now. I guess I was just too tired recently. All the dance practs and work’s really killing me. Maybe I overestimated myself, thinking im some supergirl that can handle anything and everything that comes into my way. Well, supergirl needs to take a break sometimes i guess.... I realise i have a damn bad habit.. I dunno how to say NO, esp to my friends... I feel bad rejecting pple and always try my best to please as many pple as possible. In the end, I’ll end up disappointing them.... I feel so bad for all the dates that I didn’t turn up for, and also the numerous times I postpone meet-ups due to my busy schedules... but sometimes, I really hope you guys can understand.
But it’s ok.. Im really fine now guys. Thank you so much for all your concerns. Esp to all my hall peepz, I know I really worried you guys like crazy. So sorry Carmen and Zhiyun, I know you guys were camping outside my room waiting for me to come out. I can hear you guys from my room you know! Haha! And I did come out at 3am, but you guys were asleep ready haha!

Anyway, I had a REALLY BUSY DAY Today.

6pm to 8pm: macroeconomics lect
6pm to 9pm: Reporting stats lect
7.30pm: Karen’s dance pract
8.30pm: Hall initiation
11pm: Ruisi birthday party

IF there’s one thing I will want to wish for:, it will be: TO be able to split myself into many pieces !

R

2009-08-11T21:52:00.001+08:00

Why is life so unfair?
Why can’t I live like other people?
Why am I always so tired?
Why do I have so many burdens?
Will is ever stop?

Why don’t good things happen to me?
Why can’t you be more understanding?
Why can’t you be more kind with your words?
Why are you not here, will you ever come?
Why can't I stop crying over such things?

Why......

I don't know how it feels like anymore....

CRAVIngS !!!

2009-08-10T23:14:00.002+08:00

New semester’s cravings .... Don't you just wanna shine in them on stage ?

BABY PHAT

R

ARGHHH!

2009-08-05T00:33:00.001+08:00

ARRRGGHHHHH !!!!!
I wanna change floor !

I should have when I had the chance ......

its britney, BITCH!

2009-07-29T01:16:00.001+08:00

Dance pract was very fruitful and fun today! We did clean up and run through the whole thing again and again. IT’s REALLY tiring.. I got soo tired, i blanked out near the end of the song. I dunno what i was doing. And i dun dare to see myself in the video.. PLS DUN SEND TO ME. hahahA!
Cant wait for busking perf! This time round, ithe dressing is going to be HOT and SEXY. Short black shorts with fish net sockings, high boots and tube... yea u get the picture. WOOSH! Time to maintain figure.

MEANING
1) NO uncle Vincent with school starts
2) NO late night supper
3) NO Macs
4) NO Fried food
5) MORE exercise
6) MORE dance
7) MORE runnings
.... oh man......

R

Gucci's dos and don'ts

2009-07-26T00:53:00.002+08:00

Today’s a super tiring and FRUSTRATING day. Tired cuz i have to rush to work after busking training in the morning.. BIG thanks to eva who drove me to school, or i’ll prob wun make it for dance lol! And im super pissed off cuz of some really annoying and rude customers. I really feel like slapping them with the heaviest Gucci bag i can find in the shop. !@#!@# !!!

To all Gucci lovers or Gucci to-be lovers, here is a list of Dos and Don’ts... please follow them strictly or dun blame the sales persons if he/she slaps u with a Gucci bag.

1) Don’t be rude to the sales person..
a. NEVER NEVER NEVER piss the sales person off.. why? Most of the products are not on display. you want your bag? u better treat them right so they will go into the HUGE and MESSY store room to get it for you. There’s a long queue of pple dying to get your bag too, you’re not the only one who can afford it.
b. Even if they are on display, stocks are limited and only comes in after few months. they can simply tell u that there is no more stocks and you either take the display set or get lost.

2) No Self-service in branded shop
a. The thing that differentiates a branded shop from a normal shop is the fact that you will be ensured 1 to 1 personal service. A sales person will attend to all your needs and assist you in your purchases. DO NOT, i repeat, DO NOT! Go behind the counter and take the bag yourself. This is not a mama shop where u can just take whatever you want. ASK for permission or just simply ask the sales person to take it for you. We are talking about a few thousand bucks bag not your ordinary pasah malam bag. You will make yourself look like a loser.

b. Worst still, don’t cross over the barrier in the display window to try the bag on display. The barrier is there for a reason and if you really NEED to try the bag, Please ask for assistant. We will be more then glad to take the bag out for you. You look really unglam trying a bag that’s on the display window. EVERYONE’S looking you know??

3) Close means close !
a. When we lock the door, it means we are closed. DUH! Don’t stand outside the door and beg us to let you in, because we won’t. Just like you can’t wait to end work to shop at Gucci, we can’t wait to end work to go home. spare a thought for us.
Excuses:
“ I JUST WANNA SEE THAT BAG! PLS PLS!” – go online and SEE.
“ My gf’s birthday today! i need to get her a present!” – today’s ur gf’s birthday and you only buy her present NOW ( 10pm? ) ohh, how sincere, i hope she breaks up with you.
“Im flying off tml!” – delay your flight then.
b. Don’t BEG or JUMP or curse and swear outside the shop to get our attention so we will re open the shop for you. we are given strict instruction on the closing time. we cannot close too early else we will get into trouble with our boss. We cannot close too late cuz we have to comply with taka’s closing timing ( unless you wanna be locked it). so when we close, it means WE ARE CLOSED! GOOD BYE AND COME AGAIN TML.
c. When we are closing, please HURRY UP. STOP looking around for more bags or wallet. The cashiers are closing too. If you delay, you will be delaying not only our time but the cashier’s time. the shop wun run away, you can always come back again.

4) We are selling normal shoes not MAGIC SHOES.
a. If your feet size is 35, only size 35 shoes can fit you. please don’t ask us to take 34 or 36 just because we dun have size 35 anymore. Yes, Gucci shoes are amazing but they are not magical. They wun change their size to fit your feet. if you really like their shoe SO much, come and buy it at the start of the season. We only have VERY limited qty for each size. Why? Cuz it’s exclusive and that's the reason why Gucci’s so famous.

5) Be specified!
a. What design, what colour, what fabric, what length, are good info to help us serve you better. Tell us what you want specifically! Don’t just say” i want a wallet.” Abd expect me to know what u want. Although i wish i have super powers to read your mind but im only human.
b. Don’t ask us to take out everything that is not on display. It is not on display for a reason. Tell us what u want and we will find it for you.

The list goes on and on... i’ll prob take forever if i were to list everything out 1 by 1. But anyway, it never hurt to be nice to people, be it your friend or a sales person. You will never know how your attitude can totally ruin a person’s day or makes it better. Thanks to pple who have being really nice and understanding and Screw those nasty pple. I hope you got bird shit on your Gucci bag when u walked out of taka.

"The right person is still going to think the sun shines out your ass"

2009-07-18T00:05:00.003+08:00

today's a really bad day. i didnt go to work today cuz i had a damn bad gastric pain! it was like on and off throughout the whole day. damn painful!!!

anyway, i slept most of the day away. and im SUPER awake now despite it being 12 am now.. oh shit. i can sing "insomnia" with craig david. ok lame.. sorry, rachel's always lame when she cant sleep.

anyway, i was taking some quiz on facebook and i came across this damn funny quote.

"Look, in my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person is still going to think the sun shines out your ass. That's the kind of person that's worth sticking with."

haha!! it really weird hw pple can describe love in so many different ways. love the "the right person is still going to think the sun shines out your ass" ahaha!!! so funny!!! LOL!!

R

gucci gucci gucci.........

2009-07-09T02:25:00.001+08:00

Hi peepz, so sorry for nt updating my blog frequently. Being really tired these few days due to work. My 5 days in Gucci’s going fine. As i get to know the people there better, work becomes more fun. they will involve me in their conversation now and helped me out with difficult customers. They even asked me to join them for clubbing tonight! So nice of them! I agreed initially but didn’t turn up in the end, cuz i went Timbre with jielin and the econs peeps. It was fun chilling out and catching up with them , esp when all of us began to complain about econs!! All of us share the same pain! Haha!

I really WANT THE GUCCI WALLET!! Like really badly! Jielin suggest i should just ask all my friends to give me cash for my 21st birthday then i go get the wallet myself. She said that’s what her friend did, and she got herself a decent Gucci wallet with the money. sounds like a really good idea!! But most of my friends already gave me my presents! Oh wellz, but i not sure if i will really use the money to get myself a Gucci wallet, i’ll prob end up saving it up for my hall fees. If 10 pple were to give me 15 bucks each, i’ll be 150 bucks closer to hall fee. Hmm, then i dun needa work so much and rest more!!! Either way, it’s a good idea. And with the extra money i have from all my work, i can get myself a decent wallet. ( GUCCI, if my colleagues can help me get staff disc )

I was hoping there will be one day i will be so sick of Gucci, that the sight of it will make me puke, but my love for the STUPID !QE!$@$#@$@#$ wallet seems to grow each day.. ( ok, sounds very mushy... but REALLY LA !!! ) Jade say i should go China to get it. she got her Coach bag for only 50 SING there!! SO CHEAP! And it looks like real! Anyone going China soon? PLS lemme know!!! PLS PLS PLS!!!

Finally off day tml! Suppose to meet jielin tml but she say i should rest at home. i think should too. I have dance at night tml some more. But rest my poor feet. ok, imma hit the sheets now. Blog more tml. See ya guys!

R

New look for a new stage in life!

2009-07-05T02:10:00.002+08:00

Something went wrong with the previous skin, so i have to change it AGAIN.
Anyway, thought i try something different this time. Something sweet and cute rather than the stylish and cool outlook previously. need a new look since im 21 now!, ok random.. haha! It’s pretty interactive and interesting despite the fact i have no idea where i can put my tagboard. Haha! pls feedback to me if the fonts are too small or whatsoever ok! U can do so, Via.... hmmm Msn? Haha! thanks peeps! Enjoy the remaining holidays !

R

Gucci girl turning 21 !

2009-07-05T01:21:00.004+08:00

Im finally 21!! Ok , im like 2 days slow to update my blog bout this BIG news. Haha!
No big themed parties, just a slumber party at Eva’s house with Eva herself, Elson, Krysal, Mich, Collen, Ruisi, Brian, Ce zheng and Wikson!! It was suppose to be SEXY PJ night, but since the guys are coming, we cancelled it.. sigh. We met earlier to buy food for the steam boat and fondue. We spent like over 140 bucks! U should look at our trolley, we look like we are going preparing for a week of food. we couldn’t finish the food in the end, left about half of it? haha!!

the SUPER LONG receipt

After that i was chit chatting with Krystal on Eva’s DAMN comfortable sofa, when suddenly they switch off the lights! I wanted to scream “black out!” till all of them started singing the birthday song! Haha! so SWEET!! They bluff me they got me a vibrator and i was super stunned cuz the box was kinda BIG. It turn out to be a Really pretty clutch!!! I love it to bits! Thank you guys!! Lova ya guys sooo much!anyway, we were watching Tv together, till Eva, Krystal, Collen and Ruisi fell asleep... HAHAHHAHAA!!

Anyway, went for Gucci interview on my birthday. Everything went smoothly, i made sure my outfit and makeup was FLAWLESS since they are so particular about the appearances of their sales assistance. And guess wt?! I GOT IT!! YEA, CALL ME GUCCI GIRL!
It was really fun working there. Why?
1) Surrounded by beautiful GUCCI wallets and bags everyday ( it’s every girl’s dream can! )
2) Can see my fav wallet everyday!! Omg!!
3) See funny women and aunties in the shop esp during sales period. U see the TRUE side of pple haha!
Anyway, i was looking for a long wallet today and i so happen to chance upon this wallet! When i open the box, i finally understand what is “ LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT”. i was totally stunned !! it’s was sooooo beautiful! More attractive then all my ex boyfriends haha!!!! I sooo wanna get it like @#!$#!#@!

i wanna get either this or this model in the classic colours.. DAMN PRETTY!!! i sold like 2 of this today! HEARTPAIN!
Kailing says you will find new treasure like this one everyday! hope i'll find another eye candy tml! =)

Gucci Girl

Proud to be a Asian Youth! *grin!

2009-06-30T15:33:00.003+08:00

Yesterday marks Rachel’s first ever performance on television. Despite me squinting my eyes to look for myself, i Still can’t find myself cus the camera man wasn’t focusing on the dancers. Oh well.. but Gen claimed to have spotted me! “ i looked out for the short hair pple”. so smart huh! I was the few pple there with short hair haha!! anyway, AYG was fun, esp during the waiting period! Did a lot of crazy thing with clarissa and rahman. from imitating the singers’ dance moves, to playing this canon singing game, to trying to get the attention of the camera man and photographers. HAHA! Rahman i saw ur tiny figure on TV, you FINALLY gt your air time! muahaha!!!

for some reasons, i cant seem to upload the pictures...another time ya?

next up: BUSKING!

I miss busking so much! Esther was a great choreographer and a great instructor. Leant alot from her! Now that i watched my busking item from last year again, i can finally feel her pain! I can finally understand all the pointers she gave me about my lines and stuff. Haiz!! Shall work harder this time round!I Miss Fred, Eva, Clement and Cheryl! I WANNA DO THIS AGAIN WITH YOU GUYS!! =(
This time round, I will be under Nicole and Lionel! Its been a long time since i last seen them! Good to be working with you guys again! I still remember lionel from the Shut up and dance concert! My supposedly lover partner for my item hahaha!! Misssss you!!!! We shall look at the stars again real soon ya !? hahA! will be dancing with Krystal ( FINALLY we are in the same item girl!!! AFTER SOOO LONG!! HAHA!), colleen, sham!!! ( shama la la la la la !! i love your rock and roll hair girl! MUAHAHAH! ), and other peeps!

Next: SWOC!
Another sheares orientation! Heard it’s gonna be different and stuffs! Good to know new faces in the block! And even better to see my 2nd family in hall real soon! you know guys? It’s really weird not seeing you guys for so long after practically living together for a year! Hopefully we will have good looking guys in the block soooonn.. kwong how, pls do ur job well!!! Haha!

So much things to look forward to! Dun you just love my life?
You know u love me!
Xoxo, R

Summary of my drama life

2009-06-12T02:10:00.001+08:00

Ok... there’s hell alot of things to update... sorry for not updating ... was running a fever these days ( dun worry, doctor says it’s not swine flu! ) and was busy job hunting too! i’m on medication now.. and AM SUPPOSE to feel sleepy after my med ( but for some reason im not... ) and am suppose to turn in to sleep now... so to chop chop... this is a summary of all the drama that happened.. haha!!

1) Quit Grenton
Why?
Found a new job ( but it turned out bad.. pls refer to point number 2 for more information)
Sick of doing direct sales
The boss SUCKS big time

When?
Monday

How?
While my fellow colleagues create a huge havoc in the office b4 quitting, I smsed my boss instead ( chicken!! Lol! I wasn’t at work laaa)

Remarks: Kinda regretted it since it was REALLY good paying.. but the job scope sucks big time. i was no diff from those annoying sales people. however, it makes me learn more about myself. It didn’t occur to me that i can be quite a good sales personnel.. i always thought sales’ not for me.. but.. it actually turns out pretty well... i always hit my sales target. *proud!!!* haha!

2) Went to work at Create talent a.k.a i-modelling and quit it after 2 hours
Why?
Not comfortable with the nature of their company.

When?
Tuesday

How?
I went to work on Tuesday, found out what the company was doing and left after 2 hours... I told them i wanna have my lunch break and took off from there. after which, i called the HR personnel and told her i wanna quit. She called me the day after to ask me to return, says she sees potential in me and all the crap... but oh wellzzz, im really sorry, sc*mming pple’s money’s not my cup of tea.

Remarks: im nt saying they cheat people’s money. I’m just not comfortable with the way they earn money. It’s not wrong, but it’s not entirely honest too. Whatever it is, it’s not a really pleasant environment to work in

3) Went job hunting with Kailing, Jules n clara
Why?
Cos we are jobless DUH
After creating a huge havoc at grenton, we, the pathetic bunch ( HAHA!) have to go round looking for jobs now..

How?
Flipping through newspaper at cafes ( coffee beans and TCC) and calling each ads that are hiring part timers. Then going for interviews together. It was fun (surprising) haha!!

4) Falling sick!

Why?
I would like to know too.. i will kill the @!$E!#!@#@ person that spreads it to me ...

How?
DUNNO

Remarks: i went to the doctors last night. I was standing at the counter with 2 ladies ( or should i say aunties... hmm.. ok AUNTIES ). The nurse asked me if i have a fever. The moment i said yes.. the 2 @Q#$@ aunties JUMPED away from me. yes!! JUMPED AWAY FROM ME. not exaggerating. JUMPED. As if im some monster. So hurtful la !! and im forced to wear this ugly mask. Im already having a blocked nose and the mask’s not helping at all. It’s like blocking air from going into my nose. I thought i was going to die due to lack of air can!

Okay.. after all these crap, im still very awake! What’s wrong with the med seriously... haiz... sucks to be sick! Ciaoz!

Butter anyone?

2009-06-07T20:50:00.005+08:00

Last night was fabulous!
Finally another fantastic Blast! with my favourite party people.

We were at butter factory last night and we queue super long to get in.
Party started when we get in! The music was so so before 12am so We were playing games to get each other to drink. Geogi intro this tissue game, where we were suppose to pass a piece of tissue paper around, tearing it apart each time you pass it to someone. Sounds easy huh.. the kick is, you gotta pass it with ya mouth .. so the tissue will become smaller and smaller each time u pass it!!

At first ...

and it got smaller.....

and smaller!!!

after 12, the music picks up and we were blasting the dance floor as usally! =)

there were alot of irritating guys last night trying to pick us up... they kept dancing and grinding us from the back? it's really Disgusting like hell.. seriously guys... if u wanna pick up a girl in the club, use a better tactic pls... we are so not going to notice you amidst all the commotion going on in the club. Sticking and grinding makes you a nuisance. Just imagine you are already dancing in a very small area and someone trying to restrict you from dancing further with his hands and god know wt else... yes that’s how irritating that it. and if u really wanna pick us up, staring at us hard expressionlessly while we dance is not going to work either.. with all the lighting flicking, you look like a ghost. Not a good way to make eye contact ya ? and if we reject you (meaning: not responding to you when u dance with us, glaring at you, or when our guy friends are trying to block you from getting to us.) BACK OFF! There’s a reason why we bring guys along with us to club, to protect us from you perverts... if we are out to flirt with random guys at the club, we wun bring along our guy friends. So yup, thank you Brain and Wikson. You guys did an amazing job trying to protect us, although i know u guys kinda give up near the end... haha! Wikson: "too many already la!!!" haha! can’t help it when u’re clubbing with people like, Eva.. LOL no guys can resist the diva herself! Haha!

anyway, we were thinking of hitting Rebel CLub next week!! WOOSH! according to Geogi( or Jenny from SMU or Tammy from NTU, whichever she wants to identify herself with), they have moving bird cages for people to dance in. So exciting! haha!

Partying R

New moon !

2009-06-01T23:21:00.002+08:00

new moon trailer's out !!!!
you know where to get it! *wink
cant wait!

( control urself carmie !! don't drool dun drool! )

R

Slow Sunday

2009-05-31T13:03:00.001+08:00

Met aga last night! She invited me to her family BBQ! It was hell of a catching up to do! she will be leaving for SEP soon, and im soo going to miss her! It really feels weird when we’ve been literately staying together for a year and suddenly she’s gone ( or will be gone ) for half a year... AGAA !!!!!! *SOB SOB ! Kris’ leaving for NOC too! Oh man!! Miss the days when we mug till 3am and promise to wake each other up to continue studying, ONLY TO END UP SLEEPING IN ... hahaha!!! Miss you girls!!! Come back real soon ok! I’ll be waiting for you “patiently” in E710. You better come back with goodies for me!!

No plans for Sunday, suppose to go for tuition, but i was way too tired... and my mum’s acting weird again! She kept asking me why I didn’t go out with my friends, “ you always can’t wait to go out with your friends when the hols come” she said.. last time when i keep going out, she will nag at me and say i treat the house like a hotel, now that i stayed in, she began to worry that i’m neglecting my social life... mums are so contradicting sometimes.. but oh wells, i still love her ! *muacks! She’s like my soulmate ( female version, im nt les ok). I tell her everything! Friends, relationships, studies, work.. EVERYTHING.. and i like it! this whole transparency thingy makes her trust and understand me more as a daughter =)

Ok, I’m going to lie on my sofa and watch gossip girls for the whole of today... SO EXCITING! =/

Love,
R

grades are not everything =)

2009-05-29T23:01:00.002+08:00

Got my result back!! Got improve!! Yay!! It’s not fantastic, but im still happy, cuz i can feel myself working harder this semester! Gotta work harder for the next 2 semester!! Last year ready! Woohoo! Ok, for people that dunno, I’m not taking honors. Dun see the point of taking it since i dun see myself working in the economics field next time. Government jobs like MOE or whatever looks really boring to me... so yup! MNC’s the way to go for me!

Come to think of it, i realise i was really very hard on myself in sec and JC. Trying to be the best in class, trying to get all the grades that i missed out so much in life.... it’s so silly! I mean i agree grades are important and stuffs, but why stress urself so much ? i dun understand why some people are just so competitive and they are constantly comparing themselves with other people, seriously speaking, i think it’s a display of low self esteem and confidence, cus they are afraid to lose out and fall behind the rest... and when they really fall behind, they behave like it’s the end of the world.. come on guys... life move on ! as long as u know u put in effort, you deserve a pat on the back NO MATTER how you do! Smile!

For those who did well, well done!! I feel so happy for u guys! And for those who didn’t, dun give up ya ? life goes on! Many of the top CEO in the world, didn’t have great grades in schools too! Still got chance! =)

Work was pleasant today!slow and fun! love partnering with Kailing.. Girl! must tell me in details, how "DRENCHED" the Tiramisu cake is ok ?!!!
And i SOOOO want the DIor wallet i saw today!!! OMG!!! 570 bucks!! I am going to work my ass off for that wallet !!! 570 bucks here i come!!! haiz, everyone's thinking of their grades today, but I just keep thinking of my dior wallet!!! ARGH!!

happy,
R

PLS PLS work with us!!!!! =)

2009-05-28T22:57:00.001+08:00

Today was fun fun fun!!
Work had never been so fun b4! I was partner with Kailing today! yippee! We were praying all day and all night that we will be put in the same group. finally, someone heard our prayers!

We went to ngee ann poly to sell today, and guess what, we have a CLEAR CUT ( meaning we sold ALL the cards we brought out with us )! Woosh! 150 bucks just like that! We had LOTS of fun together; trying to run away from the security guards, bitching, complaining and checking out the cute guys there. the last customer today was this damn cute twins!!! They are DAMN CUTE AND GOOD LOOKING!! they wanna gt the cards from us but didn have enough cash with them, so one of them offered to head down to the nearest atm to draw money. The funniest thing is, he offered to give us a ride there in his bike.. so cool right !? if im nt wearing a dress, i would have ...!!! HAIZ! NVM! so meanwhile, while waiting, kailing and i talked to his brother, who happen to be a damn charming and cute guy too! He asked if there is still vacancies cus he’s kinda interested in our job.. Kailing and me were damn excited ( secretly ) deep down inside we were screaming: “PLs PLS PLS! Come and work with us!!!! “ haha! after a while, his twin brother came back and told us there was something wrong with the atm and he wasn’t able to draw the money out.. i was stunned for a moment, till he sheepishly draw out his wallet and took out the money.. haha! ok, truth being told, i’m a super naive person.. oh wellz..

Anyway, today’s a happy day! Hope kailing and i can be in the same group tml again!

Happy, R

Determined !

2009-05-26T00:53:00.000+08:00

Im sooo tired today!
Just came back from blast prac for Asian Youth Games.. it’s damn tiring ... i wanted to pull out of the perf initially. I was actually contemplating if i should attend today. alot of people actually dropped out. Didn’t see krystal and colleen around.. oh man, 2 pple less to bitch with after prac.. haiz!!! Come back girls!!!!! Quick quick! Lol!

Anyway, clar, mich, ruisi and i went to fong seng to get a drink after prac and we crap a lot. Lol! It was really funny! Manage to hitch a ride from clar’s bf.. thank god!!! Imagine travelling from fong seng back to hougang at 10pm .. omg, i’ll prob reach home at 1am ?! sick!

Work was ok today... not fantastic. I seem to be losing the motivation and enthusiasm for the job.. i guess the physical part of the job’s really getting into me.. i really cannot imagine pple actually doing this as a full timer... it’s crazy! Haiz.. it’s ok Rachel Kong, u’re going to be SUPER slim after 10 weeks. Confirm! It feels like i just signed myself up for a 10 weeks gym membership. GOODNESS!

Hang on RACHEL!!! After this job, u dun have to work during the semester anymore to pay off hall fees!!! And u can sign up for ALL the dance course u want!! OSchool and Studio Wu, Here i come!!! Wait for me k!!! =) woosh!

Determined,
R

No boundaries

2009-05-24T15:05:00.002+08:00

Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want, but how long can you wait?
Every moment last forever.
When you feel you've lost your way.

What if my chances were already gone?
I started believing that I could be wrong.
But you give me one good reason.
To fight and never walk away.

So here I am, still holding on

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing.

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.

I fought to the limit, to stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets?
Don't know where the future's heading
But nothing's gonna bring me down
I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I risked being safe but I always knew why
I always knew why

So here I am, still holding on

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you
And your dreams

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe

Yeah, there are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes

There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.

- Kris Allen

Thank God it's Sunday !!!

2009-05-24T13:23:00.002+08:00

Hey friends !

It’s finally SUNDAY!!!! No more waking up at 6.30am and walking around for 8 hours! Poor feet, till now, my toe’s still numb! It’s been a week and i’m getting a bit worried... haiz!

Anyway, Friday was HORRIBLE! The whole day i only sold 2.. YES TWO! So sickening!! It’s suppose to be TGIF! Why are people so negative that day!? And why i keep meeting people who have to appear at the wrong time to spoil the deal! Anyway, thank god andy and mingfeng bought one from me ! and we went to have dinner at Amici at Holland V together. The food was really good!! Mingfeng’s spag was damnn nice!! I keep taking from him hahaha! We had a bottle of wine and i was high after drinking half a glass... so lousy right !? lol!

Yesterday was good! Only work half a day and i manage to close 6 deals! Close to a 100 bucks! =) suppose to meet Gen they all for dinner, but gen just got discharged from the hospital.. she was down with fever. Poor girl... going over to visit her later =) hope she’s ok nw !

Ok, im going to relax and enjoy the rest of the Sunday!! Wheeeee!!
I wanna watch "Dance, Subaru" !!! anyone wants to watch with me ??

Happy, R

100 bucks !!!!

2009-05-20T23:11:00.001+08:00

I am soooo tired today.. i really cant feel my toes AT ALL.. not exaggerating! My feet hurts like shit... but today’s really fun and fulfilling! We had a competition between the sexes, the first team to hit the target sales and come back to the office at 530 SHARP will be rewarded 100 bucks.. and guess what? WE WON!!! woosh!!!

I love working with the girls!

Benefits of working in an all girls group:

1)No need to tolerate the smelly cigarette smokes from the guys

2)No need to walk super duper ultra fast to catch up with the guys

3)Can take the elevators or escalator ( the guys always says it’s faster to take the stairs )

4)Eat at air-con places instead of the hot kopitiam they always go ( y? Cus they wanna smoke ..)

5)Gossip gossip gossip all the way!!!

6)The girls are such darlings =)

We really worked hard as a team to help each other reach our target. We constantly motivate and encourage each other on the way.. it really feels good to have someone by your side when you’re down =)

So we spilt 30 bucks each and use the remaining 10 bucks to treat the office to some drinks during dinner. So nice of us right LOL. Work so hard for the extra 30 bucks only to spend it on a top just now... HAIZ .. money’s sooo small!!!!! 1 top!! And there goes my money...

Oh well, i do deserve some reward for one day of hard work right ?! YES I DO !!!

Tired,
R

Gucci! Im so loving it

2009-05-17T16:49:00.008+08:00

I am sooo in love with GUcci's new series !!
cant wait to get my hands on them!

My wallet really CMI, it's time to look for a new one !!!
21st coming !!! wooshhoo!

I really like the new heart shape logo ! so pretty!

Baggsssss

My fav !! in my fav colour !! omg omg !

This one look so feminine!! =)

there are sooo many beautiful bags... too much effort to upload all of them hahha!
They say, every girl should earn their first gucci bag with her own bare hands, or it will lose its meaning! *eyeing at mummy's Gucci bag... hmmmmm... haha!!!*

Goal of the year: TO get one of these with my own money!
another motivation to work ! wheeeee!

Gucci-fied,
R

Time to Rest

2009-05-17T16:00:00.002+08:00

Finally i can wake up at 12 noon w/o feeling guilty!
Today’s off day! And I earn 75 bucks yesterday from sales! From 30 on Friday to 75 on sat! Big improvement! It’s like better pay then working in the office or internship. And this is just the commission. Woohoo!

Anyway, i really cannot stand people who walk really slowly.. esp in the morning when everyone’s rushing for work... they think they have all the time in the world and block everyone’s way ! so irritating! I dun mean to be mean or what... but it’s really frustrating esp when u’re rushing and all.. like one of the facebook group i wanna “ smack their head” hahha! For people who dun know.. there’s a facebook wall call “I Want To Punch Slow Walking People In The Back Of The Head's Wall”

Oh well, it’s already 4pm. And i wanna relax and slack my day away... weekends’ not a weekend if you dun do meaningless stuffs right? ( now, don’t that sound familiar, andy?) hahha!!! i miss going out with my friends boohoo!

Happy R

TIRREEEDDDDDDDDD......

2009-05-15T21:08:00.001+08:00

Sorry i have been MIA again. Anyway i found a job!! Yay!
Will be working at this marketing company doing sales. The pay is REALLY good lol! 2000 a month is actually kinda achievable when u add in the commission! Yup! Tat good! Haha! I learnt a lot from my colleague on my first 2 days and realise sales is actually really hard work.. no wonder they say sale people earn the most... they really work for it... ( mental note to treat sale people nicely in the future ..haha! )

Anyway, i kinda sianz when i found out xinyi’s not working with me.. haiz! Was hoping we will be able to work together =( work will be so much fun with u around...

Ok, im dead beat from work today... i cant feel my feet anymore.. tml half day ... HAIZ ... take care guys !!

*AGA! Is my font ok now ?? =) *

Tired R

NEW SKIN!!!

2009-05-13T01:58:00.002+08:00

Big thanks to those who told me that my blog’s not working! Haha! i didn’t know so many people are actually reading my blog, i always thought it’s just a space for me to blabber nonsense! The last time i heard, my friends were all complaining to me that they stopped reading it since i hardly update it! lol!
Thanks for reading dears ! =)

Anyway, being a complete computer/blog/template idiot ( whichever applies here), i have no idea how to fix the template such that my threads will re appear. So i’ve decided to simply change the whole blog skin. 2nd fastest way to magic ! lol!

Sorry if it’s not as nice as the previous one, haven got the time to sit down for hours to search for a nice one... but i thought this blog skin’s quite pretty too!! The pictures are so random but in a nice way.. dun u just like random stuffs once in a while? Who says life have to always be order ? wun that be so boring ? oh well, just a random thought.. LOL

Anyway, went out with clarissa today!! WHEE! Went to watch 17 again! It was really good! And i finally found someone that’s willing to spend money to watch dramas in the theatres!!! I always get scolded for wasting money if i do so... “you should only watch action pack/ thrillers/horror/ special-effects movies in theatres!!! “ they will say. but what’s wrong with watching light hearted dramas in theatres !! Why do i always gt scolded for that huh ?! it’s so miserable to stream and watch on the small laptop screen! oh wellz.. its ok, at least now, i know i can ask clar out if i wanna watch dramas in theatres. Muahaha! I had a great day today! more to come =) might be clubbing tml with jielin. AND sat with my dance friends!! Geezzz...we finally club, girls!!!! Let’s the blast the floor like old times ya ?! can’t wait !!!

Excited,
R

a

2009-05-13T00:12:00.000+08:00

testing!

3 down!!! 2 more to go !

2009-05-03T20:45:00.000+08:00

Financial’s finally over!!!!
The paper that i dread the most is finally over!! The paper was surprising VERY EASY... yes Rachel kong says its VERY EASY... heard tat ? i mean, come on, who will set a def qn when it’s an open .. seriously ? it’s really knowing where your ans are and COPY it. that’s how easy it is.. if i knew, i would have slept more the night before the paper, instead of freaking out like a mad woman.. haha!
But i dun expect an A, since I screwed up mid terms big time and since everyone’s prob going to score too.. oh well... wt’s new in econs? If the paper’s hard, only the smart pple get the A, if the paper’s easy, it’s a competition of who’s more careless... HOW TO GET A , U TELL ME ?!

Metrics’s another dreadful paper, that i simply cannot understand.. ARGH! @#!@$!@$ Econs !

Dreadful,
R

i hate econs !

2009-05-01T04:12:00.001+08:00

HATE EXAMSSSSSSsssSSSS...

Hate this period of the year... study study study , stress stress stress
Two paper down and 3 more to go. 3 !!!! pple are having like 3 papers only, i have 3 MORE to go .. oh gosh...
Well marketing and labour’s over.. it was ok, i find both paper manageable.
Everyone was saying labour’s last qn was really difficult... wrote a few crap down there, I hope i got it right cus it makes sense to me AT THAT POINT OF TIME!!! Haha! but the more i think about it now, the more i find faults in it... oh wellz... other then that, it’s the same old, eat and vomit your textbook tactic.. nothing new.. same goes to marketing.. dammit! The lecturer gave a study guide to study... who would have thought he REALLY set the paper ACCORDING to the study guide!! WOOSH! GG! there goes my A for not memorising the guide hard enough. Cant believe it’s such a giveaway !!! but oh well, wasn feeling any stress since im planning to SU it anyway. Shuf, Eunice and me are aiming to be the good hearted pple who occupy the lower end of the bell curve so the biz student can score an A. Jason u better score A ok! So noble right! Hahahha!!!!
Next’s financial, HAIZ !!!!! hate it hate it hate it ! metics sucks even more... I REALLY hate econs now.. dun feel the passion to learn anymore... im finding NM more interesting then econs.. and Nm’s suppose to be my minor ? WHY DIDNT I SWITCH MAJOR .. ROAR!!!!!

tml's labour day, and my neighbour's playing mahjong.. and wat am i doing ? STUDYING.. HAPPY LABOUR DAY TO ME

dying under her books
R

Doomday: 23rd December 2012

2009-04-26T08:58:00.000+08:00

Life’s really boring now...
Study study study... =(

Can’t wait for the hols to come! I’ve got so many events lined up, just thinking of it puts a smile on my face =). First, im going to find a job, then, there’s Asian Youth Games Perf, MY 21ST BIRTHDAY!! (*cough cough ), going back to Studio WU ( oh man!! I miss that place!! ), all the camps (SWOC, ARTS ...), LOTS of meet ups! Yay!

Anyway, my sister was mentioning to me about DOomday and its freaking scaring the shit out of her that she have to wake me up in wee hours JUST to tell me that... HAIZ

“There is a suggestion . . . that Armageddon would overtake the degenerate peoples of the world and all creation on the final day of the thirteenth [baktun]. Thus … our present universe … [would] be annihilated on the 23rd of December, 2012, when the Great Cycle of the Long Count reaches completion.” -- wiki.

Great we are ALL going to die in a few years time.

list of "Don’t understand!"

2009-04-23T05:11:00.001+08:00

Don’t understand why somepple are so insensitive to their friends feelings.. i don’t own u anything for what i did. Please show some respect pls...

Don’t understand why somepple thinks so highly of themselves and look down on pple... come on, u were once not-so-high-up-there .... i didn treat you like hw u did now...

Don’t understand how somepple can betray your trust in them so easiy.. is it so hard to keep a secret ? friends keep secrets, not SHARE secrets

Don’t understand why somepple don’t know how to say THANKS after asking a favour. Are u taking me for granted ?

Don’t understand why economics is so difficult to understand

Don’t understand why i didn’t switch major, should have thought deeper and further! DAMMIT!

Don’t understand why my thoughts are so incoherent

Don’t understand!
Don’t understand!
Don’t understand!
Don’t understand!
Don’t understand!
Don’t understand!
Don’t understand!

#$#@%$@Q%#@%@#% !!!!!
R

Snap that!

2009-04-21T03:50:00.001+08:00

Studying’s been ok lately, it’s productive, but NOT ENOUGH!!
Due to my laziness and high commitment to dance during the semester, I hardly studied! Great, nw Im paying the damn price for it.

I hate it when u get so snappy!!! And how you snap and hurt pple’s feeling without knowing. Oh wellz... cant blame when exam’s stress getting into you.. BUT STILL !!!! nevertheless, i still love you, haiz , im such a great friend... jiayou jiayou !

R

Die facebook die !!!!

2009-04-18T13:54:00.002+08:00

i cant stop playing games !!!!!!
DIE FACEBOOOK DIEEEEEEeeee!!!

maybe i should smash my lappy or something !
haiz !

So-needa-study
R

I almost DIED ( I mean REALLY DIED )

2009-04-06T23:21:00.000+08:00

Omg, I had near death experience today.
I was nearly knocked down by a car while crossing the pedestrian crossing.
I alighted the bus outside shaw foundation and was about to cross the road at the zebra crossing, when a car just zoom passed me missing me less than a foot away! Imagine If i were to just take one more step .... *shivers* and mind u!! not that i was jay walking!! I was crossing the pedestrian! I guess the car didn see me coming since the bus was blocking its view, but shouldn cars slow down when they see there’s a zebra crossing right ahead ? stupid driver....
It’s disturbing to think about the fact that i almost died.... no more Rachel Kong... OMG

hell week

2009-04-05T05:15:00.000+08:00

I wish this week never happened.... *cry*

*even running cant take away the pain anymore....

I forgive you =)

2009-04-04T04:25:00.001+08:00

I don’t think I’ll ever going to forgive this day. I learnt lots of things in the hard way, there was a lot of emotions, crying and struggle but im glad it happened. =)

What are friends? They are people who you bitch with, they are people you hang out with when u’re bored. They laugh with you and do silly things with you. You might see them everyday or talk to them on a daily basis, or maybe not...

but what’s a true friend? They are people who adores you for who you are, they praise your good points and accept your weaknesses. They are sensitive to your moods and needs. People may be against you, badmouthing you, backstabbing you, but they are the ones that stands by you at the end of the day. They don’t get influence or swayed by what other said about you, cuz they know you the best. They are willing to forgive you for all your wrongdoings because they don’t want the friendship to simply end like this. They are there for you no matter what happens and you know it! things might be rocky in the midst of our friendship, we had lots of arguments, betrayal ( sadly ), unhappiness and misunderstanding, and for unknown reason, people got in the way to make things difficult for the both us.. but Im glad these stuffs happen, cuz it makes our friendship stronger. Im glad we talked it out, at least we’re honest towards each other now. Sucky things happen and we got hurt, but cuz we don’t wanna lose each other as a friend, we chose to forgive each other instead of giving up on our friendship totally. I’m really thankful for having you in my life and for the fact that you still stood by my despite what happened. And for those people who tried to make things hard for us, I’m glad you did what you did, cuz you just proved that our friendship wasn’t as weak as you thought it will be.
Sometimes, you really gotta think before you do anything silly, or you’ll be the joke at the end of the day. To that someone:
If there’s any misunderstanding between the both of us, i hope you will come and clarify with me instead of creating a drama like this one. I treated you as a friend, and I treated you sincerely. Im terribly sorry if I’ve done anything wrong to you, or treat you badly, but if you don’t be honest and tell me, I’ll never know. When I say I’m busy, I really am, don’t doubt it. If you haven heard, you’re not the only one that i lost contact with ever since i stayed in hall. I dunno wat i had done wrong to warrant a treatment like that. And it scares me, since we were so close last year. The fact that you suddenly changed and treat me this way left me puzzled and to a certain extent, very shock. Well, I can’t possibly blame you for saying those stuffs bout me. It takes 2 hands to clap and I was part of it. I won’t deny the fact that i said those nasty stuffs, but at least I’m willing to stand up to my mistakes. And like i mentioned, Im glad you did what you did, cuz it showed me what a true friend really means. It’s about forgiving, accepting and compromising, my dear. I learn it the hard way but at least i learnt, all thanks to you. If you’re reading this, I just wanna let you know, that you really cannot go round treating your friends like this, or u’ll start losing them one by one. Everyone makes mistakes, but what matters is the fact that you learn from it. I forgive you for what you’ve done to me, just like how my friend had forgive me. Please don’t do this kinda things anymore, It really reflects very very badly on yourself. On past accords, I really don’t wish for you to become a joke at the end of the day and hope you will change for the better. Take care and hope you find your true friend one day too.

And to shuf, thanks a million dear =)

xoxo, R

Perfect dating place!

2009-02-24T00:50:00.001+08:00

Went to marina barrage with aga, edmund and annie just now,,,
The place’s soooo pretty!! Next time when i have a bf, i wanna go there to date! it's the Perfect dating place ! Haha!!!

We took a lot of pictures there. Aga and I took damn alot of unglam pictures, which i WILL never, over my dead body, reveal to anyone. Haha!
Lots of work to do, but so little time! God, can u give me more time PLS!!! Or at least make time stop for a while so i can be back on track.
Oh wellzzz.....

R

Thank you for being so understanding... you don’t know how much it means to me =)

it's a long road ...

2009-02-23T15:29:00.000+08:00

CMB’s on 26th March, DNd’s on 27th March, CMB’s on 12th March
I wonder how I’m going to pull through ...

R
Something I wish everything will just stop so I can take a breathe ...

Picks herself up !

2009-02-18T13:24:00.002+08:00

Thanks for all the concerns u guys showered me last night. I feel so blessed to have u guys as my friends. I’m ok already! I guess i must have worried some of u guys last night, so sorry bout it! Well, im fine now! Really! (other then the fact that my eyes are still sore ... haiz.. eyes already so small, now it looks like one line.. damn! )

Well, just something i would like to share after my terrible experience last night. Sometimes no matter how hard you wanna be good in everything u do , to be there for everyone and everything, there’s a limit to what u are capable of achieving. Jielin’s right, u cant have the best of all worlds, life’s nt perfect. We need to prioritise what is important. Your first priority might not be something u’re keen in, but sometimes, sadly, you just gotta be realistic. It’s painful to give up something u love so dear, it hurts i know. And to gt scolded for not being able to be somewhere someone expects you to be, sucks even more.

I’m sorry if my behaviour disappointed some of you guys, im sorry to all my friends for the times when i wasn there after promising to be there. There are times you guys gave me a bad name for it and I accept it with no qualms. I deserve it. I’m thankful to those who have been understanding and patient towards me. Those who had helped me through these hard times, I love you guys dearly, you know who u guys are.. i wun make it if it wasn for you guys =)

Love you guys and jiayou !!!

R

Haven u heard? Rachel falls and picks up herself real quick! *jumps around

i"ll be alright

2009-02-17T22:18:00.002+08:00

cry and get over, everything's going to be alright.

R

thanks dear for listening *hugs

Im only human

2009-02-17T20:41:00.002+08:00

i cant spilt myself into 2, or into 3 for that matter.. I wish i could, REALLY! If only i have super powers... as much as i wanna be there for everyone and everything, there's a limit to what i can do.. Im only human.

lost

2009-02-16T19:25:00.000+08:00

Stop forcing me to do things i don’t wanna do ....

R

pls kill me now

2009-02-10T06:22:00.001+08:00

I feel really terrible
I’m having this stupid headache for more than 5 hours and it’s preventing me from sleeping. Pop a few panadols already, but guess cause i ate it on an empty stomach, i feel like vomiting. Full dress’s tml... and i sprained my foot AGAIN ... ARGH!
I WANT TO SLEEP!!!!!

R

Stop being a Bit*ch

2009-02-09T00:15:00.002+08:00

I really hate girls with attitudes. They may think it’s cool and brave of them to openly display their displeasure and thinking but i think it’s utterly low and rude. “Im just being truthful whatttttt....” Goodness ! What happen to compromise, understanding and most importantly ur MANNERS!? And i really hate girls that behave so immaturely. The world doesn ‘t evolve around you. Please grow up.

List of things to show that you are a BI*TCH:

1) Snapping at your friend when he/she doesn’t do things your way
( it’s ur own fault that you couldn get into your position in time, not the prop your friend “didn’t put properly”. HELLO?! He’s doing u a favour! If you’re not happy, pull the freaking chair into ur desired position urself!

2) Making a face and openly voice out ur dislike for a present ur friend choose for you.
(I feel sad for ur friend, he/she shouldn have painfully go through the malls and spend money to buy something for you. Such a waste! )

3) Showing a face at your choreographer when you can’t get your steps right. To top it out, claim that she’s the one that PULL OUT of the item when it’s obviously she got KICKED OUT.
( how long are u going to hide the fact that you are kicked out? Even if you are the one that pull out, it doesn’t reflect very nice of you to pull out at the very last rehearsal before perf. HOW RESPONSIBLE OF YOU~! I’m so glad I’m not on the same stage as you. Pls stop sending emo sms stating how sorry you are and how much you try to commit to the item, i hardly see you around for prac... )

4) Claiming that you want to be in EVERYTHING when you cant commit to practise.
(great, suppose i put you in EVERYTHING, if you don’t come for pract, you are going to screw things out for the rest who faithfully came for every pract. If your academic schedule doesn’t allow to commit, then i can only say, too bad, life sucks i know, no one says it’s perfect, you gotta drop the item. Don’t be selfish and pull everyone down with you. )

5) Snapping at your friend while smiling so sweetly to the opp. Sex.
( what a 2 face. Imagine i do that to you, how will you feel? )

6) Smile sweetly to you ONLY when he/she needs a favour (after snapping to you like 100 times. pls refer to point 5 above.)

7) A captain Smsing another captain to scold her for not letting one of the team member leave early SO SHE CAN GO FOR A GATHERING.
( What happen to sportsmanship ? )

8) Refuse to admit your mistake and blame other people for being rude when they point it out.
( stop throwing your face in front of so many dancers, and spamming your workshops offers, my inbox’s kinda full... up till now, I still dunno who the FAMOUS instructor that is featured in your offer, Im “SURE” you mentioned, maybe you typed it in font colour white against the white background ?? )

I think im going to suffer from karma for badmouthing so many pple at one goal in this entry. Mind you, I dun think i’m a perfect person and i do have my bit*hy moments ( like now, sitting here and bad-mouthing pple ). Haha! Double-standards huh... oh well, no one’s perfect, I guess!

BORING CNY

2009-01-27T00:27:00.001+08:00

Sorry i have been MIA yet again.. haha!
Chinese new year was ok... lot’s of hongbaos and blessings. We watched some lame show on TV and gamble a bit. I won 20 over bucks! Yippy!! Well, other then that, Chinese new year’s just plain old Chinese new year i guess? Going back hall tml! N i really feel stupid fro carrying my heavy metrics textbook back home and not study it at all.. Now i have to carry back hall again... DAMN!

Anyway, went to the NUSSU bash on sat. It was a themed bash where pple are supposed to dress up as geeks. It’s really funny! all the high pants and big geeky specs haha! mosses won MR NUS !!! congrats Mosses!!!! Im still waiting for u to treat me for going all the way down to support u lol!

Alright, im really freaking tired, have to visit tml again ( roll eyes ). Does anyone wanna go out tml or something? Spare me the misery pls?!

R

Son Dambi's Hot !!

2009-01-05T01:50:00.002+08:00

Im so in love with this video !! she dance so well!!!

dance away,
R

personalty test

2009-01-04T23:20:00.002+08:00

just did a random quiz about myself. someparts are amazingly true! GOODNESS!!!

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

I think it's like 90% true. Amazing huh?
Try it !~ http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

R

Bye bye 2008, Hello 2009!

2009-01-01T02:30:00.016+08:00

Happy new year guys!!

I’m missing 2008 already. I think it’s one of my most exciting year of my whole life.
Let’s go down memory lane one last time ya ?

Dance was great! I never had so much satisfaction out of dance before. I’m glad I was brave enough to step out of my little hole and take up lots of performance. It was great exposure and I could feel myself grew as a dancer.

Wu Zone Recital.
It was a bit of a struggle. Having to manage both dance and studies together. It really suck when practices were in the midst of the final exams, when u get all stressed up and panicky. But for that few minutes on stage. You know it’s all worth it =)

Busking
Busking was another perf that i took up. I was damn lucky I had Esther as a choreographer! I love busking! We had so much fun during practises. Thank you for being the best crew i ever had! Lova ya guys!

Charity Show
Dance and doing charity at the same time =)

Shut up and Dance
My first ever concert in Blast! 3 items and I almost died. It was an experience and I learnt so much during this period of time. Rehearsals were killer, i have dance like almost every day and night for 3 months before the big day. Felt like giving up initially when rehearsal clashes with almost EVERYTHING. Haha! but we had lots of fun!!

Hall
IF there is one thing that I will never forget in my life, it will be hall. I didn’t regret making the decision of moving into hall ( although it screwed up my grades and cost a BIIIGGG hole in my pocket ). I had lot of fun!! No, Lot’s a understatement. Haha! I made many great people and friends that i know that will go through thick and thin with me. I love you guys! And thank you for being part of my life =) Let’s work hard next sem and pull our caps up ok ? HAHAHHAHA!

SWOC
IT makes me feel OLD!! year 2 already and Im still going though all these camps as a freshie!

SNDCC
Romantic Dinner at the ..er... comm. Hall haha!

Buaya Week
Love was in the air! It was one of my most unforgettable week during my stay in hall. Thank you Britt and Kah Kheng ! You guys are the best !!

Good luck Concert!
Despite having a GOOD luck concert, my cap’s still very cui. So much of the good luck huh?

Night cycling
The craziest ride to East coast. We braved the rain, cars and tiredness to cycle all the way to east coast park! Thanks to Andy, who did most of the cycling, I get to enjoy my ride there with minimal energy. ( although i have to bear with him sticking his butt up my face to show off his sexy butt... and also him constantly going over Humps ON PURPOSE to make me bump my butt !!! ) nevertheless, IT was great fun!

Amazing Jobs!
I had lots of great jobs too! They pay good and require you to do what you like, DANCE! Haha!

HSBC Musical AD shoot
Yea, yea, its the one that you guys will see before a movie at GV and TV. Wonder if they are still showing it. haha!

STD AD shoot!
I haven seen this ad yet, my guess is, it’s not going to be shown locally since the aim’s to promote Singapore attraction places. But i had lots’ of fun shooting it !!

There are lots of other crazy stuffs that i did this year, but i cant remember them all haha!
But i think 2008’s really happening for me! I made a whole new bunch of friends and experience a different kinda life. away from home was all new but exciting for me! I grew as a dancer and most importantly as a person and i thank all those who are with me durin my hardest times. love you guys, love 2008 and looking forward to 2009 ! May all my wishes come true!! PRAY Fervently!!

EMCC concert!

2008-12-29T15:38:00.002+08:00

Just finish teaching the dance workshop chereo. Finally one down. Im damn tired as expected from the lack of sleep last night. I only slept at 6am and woke up at 10.30 today to come back hall. Thank goodness most of the group members turned up for once. I’m still thinking if I should go for dance later, but im really super tired and I had a terrible motion sickness just now! Thought I will prob end up squatting somewhere and vomit my guts out. Haha! That’s one reason why I stayed hall. I have damn terrible motion sickess.. I had a record of vomiting 3 days a row when I come to school due to motion sickness.. yup!! Tat bad haha!

Eva and Elson ’s item prac for EMCC starts tml! Cant wait!! Im still kinda sad that I have to drop out of chun’s item cuz of timetable clash. DAMNT! Love her chereo, love her more. CHUNNN!!! Why u have to choose Thursday, u tell me ?! oh wellz , on the bright side, that means I only gt one item for the concert, so I got more time to study and for hall and I wun die a terrible death when concert’s drawing near! *thought of shut up and dance… 3 items... SHIVERS !!!

Keep it up dancers! Let’s make magic on the stage again =)

Insomnia AGAIN

2008-12-29T06:08:00.002+08:00

Ok, so here i am at near 6am in the morning, typing this long and meaningless post cuz i just can’t freaking sleep. I think there’s something wrong with my body, cuz it’s not consuming any food ( I only eat 1 meal a day now!!) and it’s not sleeping when it’s suppose to! Dear body, what is wrong with you?!

Ok, since i haven blog for the longest time, time for some updates. Went out with kumar and clara yesterday! It was really great to finally catch up with kumar, it’s being soo long since we have a good chat. Nothing much changed! Same old goofy guy that can’t wait to make fun of me as if it’s a sin if he doesn pick on me. haha!! The funniest thing is, he sent me home hoping to see my mum’s reaction when a guy sends her daughter back, only to find out that my mum’s bathing! Too bad kurma, no fate i guess? I've passed the msg on to her, but she doesn seem too affected by it. haha!

Christmas was fun though. Went to jastin’s house on eve. It’s been awhile since i met up with my JC friends. Jastin haven changed a bit. He’s still the silly guy that can’t seem to get things right.. OUCH! Sorry jastin ! went back hall after that to celebrate with my hall friends. Caught a movie and played card games. Normal, nothing exciting. Went out to Ikea the next day for lunch. Then we headed to the arcade to play. It’s been so long since i play in the arcade, i miss time crisis !! ok, i know im such a boy, but cant help it when u grew up with in a male dominant environment. Anyway, i gt trashed in DDR by jun ghai. 2 vs 1. Dammit! Should have removed my shoes earlier so i have a better grip of the footings! Dear jun ghai, U better train harder the next time, dun forget our rematch! Haha! Then we went to watch “ bedtime stories” after that. It was ok.. nt fantastic.

Ok, i was hoping all the blabbering will make me tired but it seems to only make me more awake. I wonder how im going to go true tml’s dance pract. Most likely, i will be too tired to even be able to wake up in time for it. maybe i should just stay up and sleep after dance pract. Dear body, thank you for torturing me like this!!! Bleahzzzz

dying to sleep,
R

Dance Camp!

2008-12-13T18:57:00.002+08:00

holiday's sooo boring...
can't wait for dance camp to start!! =)
miss the previous camp. we dance 24hours non stop. the master classes were great and sentosa was hilarious. Chun, I can never stop laughing at the stunt u pulled off... HAHAHAHA!!! its was tiring of cuz, but on the last day when we performed our item, it was great satisfaction ! miss you brotherhood-ers!! haha! Can't wait for monday to come! Whee !

Thanks Carmie !!!

2008-11-21T02:59:00.001+08:00

Thanks you for the breakfast!!

I overslept today and i vaguely remember Carmen coming into my room. The next moment I woke up, I found a cup of milk and a bowl of biscuits on my table! *touched!! Thanks sweetie !! You’ve made my day! Suppose to make breakfast with you today, but I overslept, so sorry bout that! Will wake up early tml to prepare breakfast together! Lova ya =)

R

Stronger =)

2008-11-19T01:58:00.000+08:00

Everyone has a secret that they dun wanna tell or something that they’re embarrassed of. They fear of discrimination, embarrassment, rejections...Many lock it up and buried it deep in their hearts, hopefully that one day it’ll just go away or at least you try to ignore it as much as possible. Till one day, they’re being reminded of it once again and then you realise how much u’re actually being affected by it. That’s when you run and the whole vicious cycle starts again. Escaping might not always be the best solution, it shouldn’t be. We all know that. We even persuade or advise our friends not to run away from their problems when they’re in trouble, we hear it numerous times. But how many of us actually practise what we preached. To face our greatest fear or darkest secret is no easy matter but I learn today, that it makes us stronger and because of that we are able to handle the problem better. Talk to someone about it, your parents or siblings. If it’s too personal, your bf/gf or for single souls like me, your friends. I might not have great boyfriends like many of my blessed friends have, but one thing I know for sure; I have wonderful friends who are always there for me during the hardest times. The miracle of friendship speaks from one heart to another, listens for unspoken needs, recognizes secret dreams, and understands the silent things. If it’s wasn’t for you, I guess I’ll forever be trapped in misery. Thanks girl! U made me stronger =)

Loved, R

WHATEVER!

2008-11-10T06:11:00.001+08:00

mingfeng showed us a really cute video today!! Parents... pls stop teaching rubbish to your kids!!

WHATEVER~!

R

12 x 12 = ....................242!!!!!

2008-11-09T03:34:00.001+08:00

Just had a drinking session with the level 6 guys. We had 3 bottle of white wine and a small bottle of beer. I’m not much of a drinker, so I only stick to the small bottle of beer since it’s very mild and a few sips of the wine. we cracked a lot of jokes and the funniest thing was, Calvin got drunk! Haha! He couldn’t even stand properly but keep insisting that he’s alright. He keep saying he still read a book. He took out his book and pointed, “i remember i stopped at Part2! “. Haha!! as he was sitting on the stool, he keep swaying back and fro.. it’s super funny!! But he keep insisting that he’s ok! So to prove that, we gave him a Maths question. What’s 12 x 12. And after a looonnnngggg time thinking, he said 242!!!! Muahaha!!! Come on, it’s not even close haha!! then he began to dance to some mambo music with Mingfeng. It’s totally hilarious! I should have video it down! To top it off, he actually bite off the tip of the wine glass! GEEZZ !!! and after biting it off, he still wants to drink wat’s remaining of the wine. Damn crazy! Haha! it was really funny !

Sigh, I had fun .. but i dunno hw long this is going to last... went home and spoke to my mum about staying next semester, she didn’t give me an absolute no answer but neither did she give the green light... oh wellzz..... oh! and i went out with my sis last night! Went window shopping in town.. actually my main motive was to talk to her about her results.. well the conclusion is.. she’s being the studying the wrong way and her foundation was weak ... so i guess it’s accumulates over time. But one thing i know is, she’s learnt her lesson! And i’m glad cuz it’s never to late to start over ! jiayou girl! Lov ya <3

Eat you Up

2008-11-06T03:27:00.001+08:00

check out boa's new MV =) Great Moves !

BoA - Eat You Up MV (Asian Ver.)
Uploaded by sunshinerain

Hang on girl =)

2008-11-06T02:21:00.003+08:00

Just received a phonecall from my mum. Heard that my sister flunk her exam BIG TIME. Well it kinda reminds me of the time when I did real badly for my exam during secondary school. It was during Sec 2, when i was wild and playful. My friends were everything and “studying outside”’s another excuse for a movie getaway or hanging out at macs. Yea, I had my naughty times too. But i learnt my lesson after i screwed up my exams. Looking at my sister now brings me back to that part of my life, I was lucky, I had my parents and her by my side at that point of time to pull me back on track. But she doesn’t, my parents are constantly working now, the only time she see them are perhaps the few hours in the morning before they leave for work, sometimes, never. I can so imagine her coming back to an empty home. Probably that’s why she’s constantly going to the nearby Macs to study, there’s nothing at home for her. she used to have me before I shift to hall, someone to talk to or turn to when she needs it. it must be really hard on her when I chose to move out, but she didn’t say a word. Sorry girl , Jie’s not by ur side at your lowest point, maybe moving out’s really a mistake. Hang on tight! Everything’s going to turn out fine =) they say if you’re going through hell, Keep going and u’ll see the light. Persevere on and I love you bitch =)

R

Guess it's time to move back home ...

Drink Milk , SUpport China!

2008-11-05T14:01:00.007+08:00

Today, I had the most interesting presentation in my entire life. My group consist of Aga, soo kuang, su wei, zi hao, tiffany and zhengyi. We’re working on the China milk scandal issue and We’re suppose to be the PR department representing China’s MOH. The main aim is to regain trust and confidence among the public to consume China products again. During the presentation, Soo kuang will be sitting at the end of the room and constantly raising flashcards so as to prompt us on whether to speak faster or slower. Me and tiffany were trying very hard not to laugh out when we see him flashing those cards... it’s really amusing when he started waving the card vigorously when we over shot our assigned time !!!

After the presentation, was Q and A session, and as part of publicity stunt, all of us took out packets of milk ( local brand !! ) wrapped in paper stating the different China diary companies and started drinking them. Haha ! You should have seen the class’s reaction, all of them were stunt for a moment, even the tutor. well, the rationale is, if we as the PR of the company don't believe that the company's product is safe for consumption, how can we possibly pursuade others to drink it ? Haha!! bet we score for visual aid haha! anyway, the presentation went smoothly and i’m quite sure all of us will do well!

One down, MANY more to go.. guess it’s going to be a mad race against time till the end of the semester. *pat owh head* I CAN DO IT !

R

"Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end."

Photos of Night cycling

2008-11-05T13:52:00.004+08:00

first stop: Lau Pa Sat !

ME plucking Keith leg hair.. DAMn lonnngggggg hahaa!

MashMallow eating Competition!

Group 1 !!

CAution: PLS DON'T TRY THIS ON THE ROAD.

finally, Eekers. I'll miss you guys ...

wonderful memories,
R

DAnz war @ st James

2008-11-02T05:40:00.002+08:00

Just came back from Danz war ar St James! it was fantastic ! the dance groups were great! white hoods won! Great job guys, proud of you !!! haha! I personally like “SICK” and like their name, their dance’s sick-ly good. Haha! Wade Robston was in the house, but he refuse to perform a solo when the crowd asked for one. He said: “ i’m a choreographer, not a dancer”. wTH ... dun choreographer dance?! But i guess he looks a bit flushed.. think it’s the booze. Maybe he’s the kind of person who gets PMS when he’s high on booze... But whatever it is, i still think he’s kinda stuck up tonight.

Anyway, we went Vivo for supper and head back to st james to CLUB!!! Whee!! Nothing beats clubbing with the BLastards! Damn i miss clubbing with them. It’s being a year since we last get together to dance. No studio, no choreography, just plain fun dancing. Come to think of it, I hardly enjoy clubbing nowadays, the only time i REALLY enjoy clubbing is when i’m clubbing with the blastards.. Well guess it’s a good thing. This way I wun club so often since it’s so hard to gather everyone to dance together. Haha!

Well, it was really fun clubbing with the guys. For some reasons, a lot of people came and approach us and want us to battle with them ( I mean Dance battle not fight ! haha! ). There was this guy that came and battle popping with Jer suen ...it was really intense and everyone was watching but Jer suen won hand down! The funniest thing is, the guy that lost actually asked his friend to come and re-battle with Jer suen. Haha! Later on, two other guys came and approach me and mich. They were damn freaky! One of them said that it’s their friend’s birthday and he hope that we can give him something special. WTH! Do we look like birthday present to them... but guess what mich said? “ Sorry, i dun think my girlfriend will like it” and she hug me (COPYCAT !!!! I used that stunt before! Trust me girls, it works most of the time if the guy is smart enough to understand ... haha! ) . and the weirdest thing is, the guys still refuse to go away! ( guess they're not as smart? but then again, smart people won't use such lousy tactics to pick up girls haha! ) And they want to dance battle us. So xiao came and help us battle with them. You should really see them dance.. it’s TERRIBLE! They look really bad dancing beside xiao.. haha! I feel really embarrassing for them. My friends have to talk to them and ask them to stop bothering us. Apparently, they just wanted to know the girls and dance battle was just an excuse. Crazy people!

The song tonight wasn’t as good, but the company was great! it’s being a while since i really enjoyed myself in the club. Love you guys.. continue to burn the dance floor! =)
*pictures later!

love, R

Cycle the night away!

2008-11-01T17:10:00.000+08:00

Last night was night cycling night! It was REALLY fun! I used to have phobias for cycling but somehow I manage to overcome it (after screaming for the first few hours that it is... guess i got tired after that). Andy was my partner last night, and he was the one cycling in front, so I didn’t have to do much actually, just paddle harder when we go upslope haha! We went to many places, lau pa sat, esplanade, raffles place, Geylang and lastly East Coast. On the way to East Coast, it started pouring, but we still cont to cycle. It was damn crazy.. We took a lot of crazy photos on the way, like lying in the middle of the road when there are no cars. DAMN DANGEROUS! But oh wellz, hw often you gt to do this kinda thing? Haha!
Well, i guess this might be the last hall event I’m taking part. Exam’s coming, the semester’s ending. To think back, I didn’t regret joining hall. I had lots of fun, do things that I never in my life thought I would do and most importantly, I made lots of good friends. Everything’s making it so hard to leave.

R

Can i have this dance with you ?

2008-10-28T01:06:00.005+08:00

i'm soo in love with this vid. it's a scene from high school musical. ok, call me childish, but the dance's really nice!!! ( OKOK!! i know i know! dance again !! haha! ) the charaters are so into the mood, you cant help but feel their love. not to mention, the song and the lyrics are really nice. enjoy guys! let the music be your guide =)

Can I Have This Dance - HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 - d

[Gabriella]
Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

[Troy, Gabriella]
Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Troy]
Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you threw it all

[Troy, Gabriella]
And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Gabriella And Troy]
Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance

"GOOD LUCK" concert

2008-10-28T00:51:00.002+08:00

Sorry guys, things have been crazy around here. don’t have time to update the blog. Just to let you guys know AGAIN that i’m ALIVE! Haaha
Well, this week’s pretty hectic. Sheares dance’s preparing for good luck concert ( how ironic, i think I need the luck .... ) so we’re basically practising and practising. Yea i know, some of you are probably rolling your eyes by now ( Dance again !!! ) meixian! Dun needa say anything, i will take care of myself and rest well. Haha! miss you babe =( i miss your nagging !
Anyway, went out with Agatha, Hian yi, Shimin, Vernon and mingfeng today. we were all damn excited about the dim sum buffet only to find out that it was fully booked when we reached there. how sad is that!? We ended up eating at carl’s junior. Later on, we went to Keppel bay to hang out. It was really fun! we had lots of “heart to heart” talk. Haha! We were thinking of ways how to help shimin attract the attention of this guy ( or should i say RICH guy ) onboard the ship. Figure the fastest way is to throw her down the water and HOPEFULLY the guy will notice. Haha!
After that i had tuition in the afternoon, than gotta rush back for dance, so you can imagine how tired i was when i’m back. Hungry, tired and sleepy! Couldn’t really concentrate during tech run. I just blur out and stood there! goodness, this is the first time i pull off a stunt like that. Bet a lot of people saw me blank out on stage. Damnit!
Alrights... lots of work to do.. guess i wun be sleeping tonight.. SAD! till later guys =)

Let's Buay ~

2008-10-11T05:27:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was the commerce of our hall buaya week. For those who don’t know what it is, it’s actually a time when you’re suppose to do romantic sweet things to someone. Basically, all of us our suppose to pick a buay-ee, meaning the person that we’re are going to do things for, he/she will not know who you are. So everyone will have someone to buay and also being buay by someone else.. get it ? hahha!!!
Anyway, my buay’s damn enthusiastic! Few hours after drawing lots for our buay partners, i received a msg saying “RACHEL IS MINE.” Pasted on my level. I was damn shocked!!!! The next morning, more things were added, he pasted a huge heart and wrote “Ryan and Rachel” and gave me a romantic personal letter!! Damn sweet! If only my boyfriend’s like this.... hahaha!!! Shall post the picture next entry... haha!
So, me and Carmen decided to go co-op to buy materials to start working on it. we started pretty late and i got hungry half way so i was basically jio-ing pple to eat supper with me. shortly after that, lucus came up to my level and offer me a bowl of cold star fruits and said it was from my buay partner. After a few hours, he came up again with a cup of cold milk with a note saying: drink this and sleep well tonight, there will be a surprise for you tml, sign off horg. This was when i found out that i have two pple buaying me. ryan and horg. One official and one unofficial. Haha! later on, i was walking around the level helping my friends post up their decoration and guess what, there were posters of me everywhere on my blk! Can u imagine how shock i was!? I swear it’s EVERYWHERE.... damn scary! But it’s really very amusing to see my face appearing on every floo.. haha!
Well, it’s only the 2nd day of buay week and love’s definitely in the air... every blocks are filled will pretty and romantic decoration uttering sweet nothings ... it's already 5am and yet you can still hear pple's voices around the hall and chairs dragging, prob still working on their buay's present! This's really fun! can’t wait for more to come!

Thanks Ryan and Horg for making my day =)

Loved,
R

"The smallest word I know is 'I', the sweetest word I know is 'love', and the only thing that will remind me of that will be 'you'."

Hate this feeling

2008-10-09T02:40:00.003+08:00

I hate year 2. There’re so many assignments and weird-timing mid-terms. Most of my friends had their mid-terms last week but i have it this week. So frustrating! Just finished econometrics test on Tuesday, it was alright, do-able but i’m not sure if i can make it above average since it’s probably going to be as competitive as usual. Will be having science of music test this Friday, although it’s kinda simple since i had piano background but it still suck big time having to learn the different scales. I wonder how are those peeps with no music background going to survive, it’s kinda tedious if you know nuts about reading notes and scales. Oh wellzzz...
The rest of my hall mates are busy doing out the decorations for buaya week and here I am locked up in my room studying.. how nice of me. come to think of it, i’ve been rather phantom in hall. When i first came in, dance was everything. I’m barely around for all the Inter block games since dance prac always clashes with it. and after inter-block games comes the mid-terms and projects, so hall activities died down a little. And now, it’s almost nearing the end of the semester!!! I feel kinda sad for not making the most out of hall life. it feels like i’ve missed out in a lot of stuffs, and the sad part is i’m not sure if i will still be staying in hall next semester. It feels damn sad cuz i feel i haven had enough of hall life yet. Well, everything has to come to end one day, let’s just hope that it’s not this semester....

SAD, R

find what is real is what's inside you
know there's no one else in this world like you
take maybe just a little time to start and see
just who you really are
you can't love nobody else
until u love you...

PUKE !

2008-09-30T02:08:00.000+08:00

I made it back to hall. Mummy asked me to bring like one million stuffs back, if dad didn’t fetch me, i swear u’ll see me lying dead on the floor trying to drag those stuffs back. Haha!
I still feel like puking and it’s getting on my nerves. I hate the sensation and i have to keep my door wide open so i can make it to the toilet in time just in case i really puke. SUCKY. Too much air in my stomach i think. Guess i’ll go see a doc tml if it doesn’t go away. I bet 10bucks with u the doc will surely ask if i had any sexual intercourse recently. ALWAYS happens when i tell the doctor i wanna puke. Jas say it’s gotta do with the face cuz it doesn’t happen to her b4. THANKS HUH! Hahaha!
Oh wellz, hope i’ll feel better =(

R

Sick-en-Ing!

2008-09-28T12:47:00.002+08:00

I hate being so weak. I fell sick twice this week and it’s really sickening to feel weak and tired all the time. Had a fever yesterday on the way back home, felt really weak and tired the whole day. I thought I will recover after popping panadol but guess it doesn’t work that way. I mange to drag myself out of bed in the morning to see the doctor and my temperature still didn’t subside. It was high at 37.9 and my whole body ache big time. Thank god my lil sister was around to take care of me, ok, not take care of me but around to entertain my whining and complains haha! Love you lil bitch. Haha!
Well, I finally manage to rest after one week of hardcore studying. Have been studying till late these few days ( or should I say till early mornings ? haha! ) guess that’s how I developed my fever. Guess I’m still not a night person. Haha! Now that I have time to rest, I really dunno what to do. The back of my mind keeps telling me that I should at least do a bit of studying but my body simply refuses to barge. Sickening !
Alrights, enough complaining. I’m going to cont resting while I still can. See ya guys !

when there's love, there's no fear...

Sick soul,
R

when there's love, there's no fear...

Shut up and Dance!

2008-09-23T00:01:00.015+08:00

IM ALIVE!

SO sorry for not posting for such a long time. It's been a really busy and crazy month. I had lots of things going on, mostly dance that is.. haha! What’s new huh?
Well, SUAD’s finally over. It’s really strange, when it SUAD’s drawing near, I can’t wait for it to be over. All the endless late night rehearsal together with the overbearing school workload really did burn me out at one point. I nearly gave up. I was constantly tired, my whole body ache like crazy, i couldn’t eat properly cuz i was way too tired to eat and my social life was sacrificed. It was really horrible.
But now that’s it over, I’m starting to miss it A LOT! Those late night rehearsals have been a part of my life for nearly 3 months. It’s strange now that my nights are so free haha! i miss the times where we come together to learn new moves, the jokes we made, the dinner and supper before and after rehearsals. Though there were hard times, but we all still pull through and put up a great show in the end.
It’s been a emotional roller coaster for me, but i’m glad that i’ve pulled through and became stronger. Caleb’s right bout one thing, we gotta endure the hardship now so we will emerge stronger, that’s how we grow! Haha!
Oh wells, enough said. Pictures!!!

Room 7 Girls !!! Love the gossip and the stupid things we do ! LOL!

love you girls !!!

Geogi !

I'll take you hhiiiigghheerrrr!!!

xiaolings ~

Frreed !!!!!

A long lost friend !

me and my BIG camera

It's Show time !!!

thank you all my friends that have been with me this period of time! wun be possible without u guys! Love ya dancers, keep the spirit high and let's cont to BLAst! the dance floor !!!

Dance like no one's watching

loved <3

2008-08-28T16:30:00.001+08:00

I feel loved !!! =)
Thanks you all those people who’s been by my side when I’m down ! esp all my hall peepz! Hall life suck big time without you guys ! thanks for taking care of me when i’m sick and injured and also standing by me when i need help and support. Your lame jokes, games, activities .... are very much appreciated. HAHAHA!
Love ya guys =)

"Friendship is not how long you've been together. It isn't how much you've given or recieved; nor how many times you've helped each other, but it's how you value one another."

xoxo, R

life suck

2008-08-25T01:32:00.001+08:00

Here i am typing this long msg at 1am on a Monday morning when i’m suppose to be sleeping. For once in my hall life, i actually tried to sleep at 9pm! Yes~ 9pm! Only to be awoken by a nightmare. It’s really freaky, cuz i’m like going in and out of sleep, i can’t really tell what’s going on. I only remember turning on the lights and dashing out of my room, into the lift and into vien’s room ( thank god she’s still awake).
And i’m really pissed off with my phone!!! there seems to be a problem sending sms and i lost like half of my contacts. It’s causing a lot of misunderstandings.... i tried smsing my friend to ask her to inform my instructor that i’m not going for dance but somehow the msg didn’t get through. Think he’s kinda angry that i didn’t turn up without telling anyone. HAIZ... life sucks

ADDICTED

2008-08-22T22:58:00.001+08:00

I love this song =) ENjoy =)

Stevie Hoang - Addicted

Since u went away it's been one year two months
But it just dun seem like yesterday we were still together
Time has passed and things have changed so
Why do I feel this way
Cos you're with somebody else
And I'm with somebody else but

Whenever I think about the the love we had
It hurts so bad
Whenever I think about the love we made
I said that I'd be strong
Girl I really thought that I'd
move on
But still I find myself asking

Do u still think of me like I think about u
Do u still dream of me cos I can't sleep without u
Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same
Your love has got me addicted
Said I don't know
When I'm with a chick and hittin it girl I call your name
Said I don't know
When I be with somebody else I push them away
Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same
I know I gotta move on but I'm so addicted to u

It's been long enough don't know why I'm still holding on
If I had a wish babe I would turn back the hands of time
Cos u don't know what u got untill it's gone
It's the reason why I'm writing u this song
Girl I'm slippin and I don't know what to do
Girl I admit it, I'm sick over u
Damn I realised my mistake, my pride got in the way
I should have begged u to stay

Do u still think of me like I think about u
Do u still dream of me cos I can't sleep without u
Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same
Your love has got me addicted
Said I don't know
When I'm with a chick and hittin it girl I call your name
Said I don't know
When I be with somebody else I push them away
Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same
I know I gotta move on but I'm so addicted to u

If u ever lost someone u truely love
Let me hear u say yeah
And if u lost someone u truely need
Let me hear u say yeah

Do u still think of me like I think about u
Do u still dream of me cos I can't sleep without u
Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same
Your love has got me addicted
Said I don't know
When I'm with a chick and hittin it girl I call your name
Said I don't know
When I be with somebody else I push them away
Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same
I know I gotta move on but I'm so addicted to u

so many things to do but so little time

2008-08-22T22:53:00.002+08:00

i have one million things to tell you guys but i dunno where to start HAHA!
and i forgot to bring my wire to hall so i cannot transfer the photos that i took for the past few days !

anyway, busking's fianlly over. ONE DOWN! now i can fully concentrate on the concert dance. i miss busking though, it's really fun dancing with eva, fred, clement and cheryl. not to mention our beloved ESTHER! i miss you guys! feel so honured to have worked with you guys =)

went K box today with hall friends! it's REALLY FUN! yay! now i have new k box friends! haha!

i really wanna blog more. but i'm super tired. slept at 5am while doing vernon's present and woke up at 7.40 this morning. luckily aga came and wake me up, or i'll prob miss CNM lecture. haha!

ok peeps, going to take a nap. have floorball training later at 1am ! ciaos!

XoXO,R

Charity Show at Jurong Point

2008-08-18T02:49:00.002+08:00

Performed at Jurong point today for studio wu ! it was quite an experience! I’ve never performed in a shopping centre before. There were popping, wacking and carol’s item today! We did the same dance we did for Wu recital with a different song for the last part. Wun say the crowd was very enthu, cuz we’re the only ones cheering for one another, but nevertheless, it’s really fun !
Weivien, kurma and andy came down to support me! whee!! Andy came just in time to see me leave the stage HaHA ! sorry andy, u always miss the chance to watch me shake my butt HAHA.
Ok, enough talking, i needa sleep early, haven been sleeping well for the past few days. Before i end, some eye candy for you guys =)

DAnce like no one's looking ....

Xoxo, R

afternoon bluessss

2008-08-14T16:58:00.006+08:00

Just came back from vivo with kumar and vien ! I FINALLY bought my air freshener!!! Haha! goodbye stinky room. Ok, not that my room’s really smelly from all the dirty clothes or what so ever. I just like a nice smelling room. I REPEAT: I’M NOT A DIRTY GIRL OK. I faithfully clean my room every two days ( ok... TRY! ). And for some weird reasons, i seem to be doing my laundry like EVERYDAY ?! i still dunno why, seems to be the first thing that cross my mind every morning i wake up. WEIrd huh? Ya, Rachel always do weird things, not the first day you guys know me anywayzzzz.
school’s started and everyone’s going for lect and tut after a looonnng vaction break. It feels weird to go back to studying mood. I miss the orientation days! Everyday’s packed with games and activities. Which reminds me, i forgot to share with you guys hw my hall orientation was! Well, i’ll just let the pic do the talking ya ???

Eeekers Girls !!!

Eeekers Guys !!!

"we will win the war! you will sweep the floor !! "

Shine shine shine !!!

2008-08-13T04:39:00.000+08:00

Ok guys! Sorry for being MIA for so long ~ was really tired and i was kinda sick! Guess i’m still not very use to hall life! haha
Anyway, today was fun! we had “BLK SHINE” . Sounds damn glam right?! As a matter of fact, it’s actually cleaning up of the kitchen and pantries on every floor. I can’t describe to you hw dirty the pantries are other then “EWWWWWW!!!!” it’ s really filthy dirty and gross. I was standing there and giving my fellow blk mates “eye power” while they clean up the fridge. Haha! we made a discovery today, Zhiyun’s secretly a house women. She sure knows her way round the kitchen. Haha!
After that we had BLK supper, it was actually just to introduce us to the seniors, nothing exciting haha! then we’ve decided to play sports afterwards. we played volleyball, badminton and handball. It was really fun! after which we went to fong seng for supper! I’m soooo going to grow fat at this rate! Thank god there’s dance to keep me in shape. Haha!
Tml’s dance day.. i have busking from 1 to 3pm, then pat’s rehearsal from 4 to 6 and xiao’s rehearsal from 7 till 10plus. So i will be dancing from 1pm all the way till hmmm 11pm ??? that’s like freaking 10 hours of dance !!!! *faint
Ok, it’s 430 in the morning.. i better sleep now. It’s going to be a damn long day tml =(
Bye guys! Promise to update whenever i’m free!!! Love ya!

xoxo, R

Loving it .....

2008-08-03T01:22:00.000+08:00

Hi peepz~
Rachel’s doing fine in hall. Still home sick but not as bad as first day.
Well hall’s O Week’s REALLY FUN! Haha! the people in my block are really nice and fun! we played a lot of damn dirty games today and i mean you-can-just-throw-ur-clothes-away-after-the-games kinda dirty. We played with half raw chicken, shaving cream, paint , soap with tomato sauce, egg, tomatoes... yea u get the pictures. It’s really weird to convert into a freshie and playing all these games after bring a councillor for 3 camps. You know totally what to expect, the cheers are so damn familier cuz u use to sit together and “MUG” the cheers together so u can teach the freshies , the games are somewhat similiars.. but it’s still fun to go through it again esp now that u’re staying in hall! The experience’s totally different! Haha!
As usual, we had SP ( secret penpal), we are suppose to be blinded folded and we will be led to meet our secret penpal to have a supposedly “romantic” talk. Yes, been there done that. Haha! so this time i’ve decided to lie bout everything. I lied bout my cca, my school and my hobby. Haha! my hobby’s collecting stickers. HaHAAA !!!!! so TOOT right! My friend told her SP that she’s a muy Thai boxer can! ? the other one said she went for plastic surgery and become a CLEO model! Haha!
Anyway, i have a new nick name.. ya! Like wt’s new?! Rachel always have nicknames where ever she goes.... it’s call “sexy butt” .. dun laugh ok. Here’s wt happen. They were playing a game call i wish. Basically, the person will say for eg. “ i wan the longest ....” u’re suppose to guess wt he wants, the longest tongue? Longest hair? or what so ever then send ur representative up stage to compete. so wt happen was, they wanted “ i wan the sexiest...” I DUNNO WHY, MY BLK CALLED ME UP! LIKE WHICH PART OF ME IS SEXY U TELL ME!? and you know wt they want?! SEXY BUTT. So u’re suppose to shake your butt. Thanks to Carol, i’m able to shake it relatively, averagely ok... haha! so in the end i won and this is how i gt my label. So now wherever i go, even pple from other blks will recognise me as the sexy butt and ask me for an encore. How nice.
Anyway, it’s Andy’s birthday today! he’s a senior living in the blk and we sabo him like crazy! Haha! slam some white foams with who know what else in there into his face and cover him with soap. Welcome to hall life....haha ! Happy birthday Andy!!!!!
Tml’s sentosa and i’m having my bloody period. Just my luck..... up-date soon!

xoxo,
R

First Time away from home ...

2008-07-31T11:20:00.004+08:00

Well, i’m having homesick. Like SERIOUS homesick! I called home, my sister’s down with fever! Oh man, wished i’m there with her. So i can tease her, cuz she’s always damn blur when she’s sick!! HAHA TAKE CARE of her.
Called daddy ! He was asking to sleep early, secretly wanted to ask him to bring me out for supper haha!!! and I miss mummy! I was tearing despite her nagging to me on the phone! . i’m such a kuku right! Well, i’ve been away from home before. My parents always kept me by their side,but i’m not exactly very pampered, I handle my own stuffs, work for my own money ... but all within their vision. Now that i’m in hall... i guess it’s REALLY independent living!
Anyway! I decorated my room ( ABIT! ) HAHA! pictures !

Day 1 in hall.

ok, i only manage to "decorate" the table ABIT. everything's from ikea~ haha!! i'm in a pink and red kinda mood. ( tat's cuz the only things tat are nice in IKEA are the red ones .. HAIZ ! why cant they do it in black! )

xoxo R

New

2008-07-29T13:44:00.000+08:00

Rachel has finally decided to do real house chores for once. Why? Cuz mummy’s not going to help me clean my hall. Haha! thank god Jes companied me this morning. It’s a little frightening to book in alone not knowing anything. And guess what?! Vernon’s in the same block as me! it’s always nice to see familiar faces in an unfamiliar place.
I’m staying in Blk E, Level 7, Room 710. 7710 go buy 4 D pls. Haha! Well the room has a weird smell initially, but after my careful cleaning, it smells damn nice now. My only concern is the mattress. It looks damn gross. I’m going to put like one million layers of bed sheet underneath. I’m sure it’s clean cuz the auntie will change the sheets before we book in but i guess pple just dunno hw to take care of things when they stay in hall. Well since it’s my room now, I’m damn determine to make it a nice place to live in.
I finish cleaning up the room and my parents will be coming over to in the evening. Should I go home? Hmm... I’m getting a bit of homesick already. I miss my family! Esp my little bitch at home ( for those who dunno , that’s my lil sister! Haha )

@#$#@%$#

2008-07-29T00:01:00.001+08:00

#$#%$#^%$^@$%^%$^%@!!!!!!
Ok, that summarized my terrible mood now.

Let it RAIN

2008-07-27T14:27:00.005+08:00

I just happen to chance upon Rain's Ad for SAmsung! Dunno if it's new since i haven been catching up with his news for damnn long. He's still as hot as ever, well i guess somethings just didn change! haha!

Enjoy!

Rain - Any Dream ( Samsung Commercial Video ) FDH Exclusive
Uploaded by FDHChannel

SHEARES here i come !

2008-07-27T13:29:00.000+08:00

I’m staying in sheares hall! Yay! Going to clean up the room on Monday and dear JEs’s coming over to help me! i feel so bad asking her over just to do “sai kang” for me but she says she needed the exercise anyway. I’m still contemplating if i should bring a mop over, but i reckon pple like JAC will laugh the shit out when she see me holding a mop in the train. So oh wells, guess i’ll go down on fours and clean the floor. Haha! will shift all my stuffs over on Tuesday. I have like one million things to move over so i guess i’ll take a cab over. Wanting haven got back to me if she’s coming over to help me but jes says she can come over before 11am to shift for me. so damn early... but i guess i really need the extra help.
Next week will be damn hectic! I ‘ve got o week, busking practise, xiao’s practise, calvin’s practise and studio wu’s charity show rehearsal all in the same week. HOW NICE.... pls pray that u’ll still able to see me next next week when everything’s over HAHA
Ok, i really gotta stop procrastinating and start packing my bag. Bye guys!

busy girl, R

=(

2008-07-22T23:15:00.001+08:00

I’m so lazy to blog... had a really tiring week. I can’t sleep last night and i feel really unwell this morning. Feel painful everywhere.... Went to work at like 11am when work starts at 9am. Luckily i’m just a temp, think they will fire me if i’m a perm there.
I’ll blog when i get better! =)
Promise.

xoxo, R

I feel so lost, someone tell me what to do...

HELLO VINCENT!

2008-07-18T00:33:00.001+08:00

Hey guys! So sorry, i’m like MIA for the past few days. Well as usual, i’m busy with work in the noon and dance at night. Dance was fun but work suck like crazy. Oh wellz, what to do when you need the money? Haha!

Anyway, met the girls today! Suppose to be like a mini birthday celebration for me =) they bought me a necklace form Dorothy perkins! It’s really pretty! Then we did crazy things like calling our JC form and GP teacher out. Crazy huh ?! haha! well, luckily our form teacher didn’t pick up the call. Imagine hw funny that will be! we manage to get through to our GP teacher though. And the first thing shuf said was “ HI VINCENT!” haha! imagine calling ur teacher by their names after having to address them with in a formal way for years? haha!

Ok, i’m totally shag. No dance tml! I dunno to be happy or not. Secretly i’m kinda disappointed i didn’t manage to book class at studio wu tml. But i think i should really give myself a break for this week. Been really a hectic and tiring week for me. I'm such a workaholic. i swear one day i'm going to die of tiredness or something ( do pple die from tat ?! hmmmm... )

RACHEL KONG! U GOTTA REST !

Belated birthday celebration !!! Happy birthday to me =)

2008-07-12T21:40:00.001+08:00

I had an amazing time yesterday! Lunch was fun with jasmine and xuzi! We went banquet to eat. Well, let’s just say, the atmosphere was damn weird. They were playing classic oldies like unchained melody. Imagine this, you, sitting in a crowded place, eating nasi bryani while the background was playing “unchained melody”. SO WEIRD RIGHT! Well, other than the VERY weird atmosphere, lunch was really fun with them! I laughed a lot, so much that my fake eye lash came out. DAMMIT.

Later at night, Jielin and Alvin came to fetch me from work, to celebrate my birthday!!! =) the initial plan was to go Wala Wala at Holland V. But, Alvin figured it’s kinda boring so in the end, so he suggested Double O. Well, being RACHEL KONG, hw can i refuse that?! Haha! so in the end we went there and i drank one mug of beer. I realise I secretly really like drinking beer (Oh shhiiitttt... there i am keep laughing at jac for loving beer.) Then we went for dinner nearby and went back to the club again. We met lester later and joined Alvin’s friend. And what happened next was MADDNESS. Alvin bought a lot of drinks. There were 2 cups and 1 jar of long island, bourbon coke, redbull vodka, orange vodka, spirit vodka, one more jar of beer and shots. We were playing games and stupid lester keep sabo me. I swear I drank at least one cup of long island, beer and god knows what else.

We went to dance later and one by one, my friends got drunk. It was really terrible. By the end of the day, 4 of them were gone, like I-have-to-drag-ur-ass-out-of-the-club GONE. Jielin was totally high. I was quite worried for her initially cuz she’s totally not responding at all. Thank god, Michael and Billy came after that to drive her home. Hope she didn’t gt into trouble with her parents when she reached home.
Well, overall, i really enjoyed myself. Then music was surprisingly good, better then phuture i dare say. Haha! and it’s really funny to see ur friends get drunk, like the stupid things they will do? haha! ok, i’m so mean, keep my fingers crossed that i wun gt drunk and do stupid things myself.

Thanks guys for celebrating my birthday with me. love ya alls =)

Thank God it's Friday!

2008-07-10T23:10:00.004+08:00

TGIF !!!
I’m so excited for tml! Jie lin and friends are going to celebrate my birthday at Wala Wala! I love the food there and the band’s good too! They’re really funny. Will be meeting jasmine for lunch! i miss her sooo much!! Miss the times we see each other 2 times a week to practise for dance! Let’s join wu recital again next year ok dear ?? Kudos! And guess what? She knows xuzi too! Such a small world huh! So 3 of us are going to lunch together tml =) yay!! I've been lunching alone for 2 days already. thank god, shuf works at Raffles place, so we can meet for lunch sometimes. but on days when she's busy, i'm alll alone =( anyone working near city hall or bugis ? Lunch together anyone ? haha!

me and jasmine =)

xoxo,
R

take it SLOW~

2008-07-09T00:24:00.000+08:00

Tired and bored with work. This how i’m feeling right now. Work today was down-right boring. I did filing ( wow what’s new~). There were really little things to do. I finished my stuffs before lunch yesterday and for the rest of the day, i was stoning and reading my book. I guess it got someone upset cuz my colleagues told me not to read too openly. “not very nice.” She say. Of cuz i know it’s not very nice. But what u wan me to do? Stone there the whole day? Gimme something to do !!!

My colleagues asked me to do slowly today so i will have leftover work to do after lunch time. So i really took my time to slowly raise the hole puncher, punch holes into the paper and sloooowwlllyyy put it into the file. Damn retarded!

Oh well, i later found out why everyone was so upset that i was reading my book. Apparently, the perm staff that i was replacing keeps complaining that she gt a lot of things to do. she always OT to clear her stuffs. ( hmmmmm.... OT for that little things to do ?) so they were kinda surprise why i can finish all the stuffs before lunch. Funny huh ? for that little things to do, she gotta OT to clear it. my colleague says that she always go round chit chatting and maybe that’s why she can’t finish her work. Well, only got 3 words for her. SERVE HER RIGHT. There’s really damn little things to do. Imagine can finish it b4 lunch, that’s like 3 hours. She have to take more than 8 hours to do. shake head.

oh wells, my OG’s going zouk tml. So happening right? But guess what? I have Dance again!!! I dunno if i should join them after that. It’ll be 11pm already. And with the quota thingy, i doubt i can get in. Jiangyang says he can bring in. He’s a regular clubber there. *shake head again. TEMPTING! But i doubt i’ll be alive after dance... oh well, we’ll see...

tat’s all folks. Going to sleep and prepare for yet another boring day at work. Bye !

Shut up and Dance! - Monsters of Hip Hop

2008-07-07T22:48:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps!

I'll be performing in the following concert! pls support!!!
Details as follow:

NUS Dance Blast! proudly presents to you Shut up and Dance!- Monsters
of Hip Hop

Date: 13th , 14th September
Time: 730pm
Venue: UCC Theatre
Price: $16 (but got 15% discount for NUS Students so it will be $13.60)

Start collecting orders from your friends right now!
All tix orders or enquiries are to go to
monstersofhiphop.danceblast@gmail.com
**No exchange, return or refund of tickets will be made under any
circumstances.

u guys can call, sms or tag me on the board if u have any enquires =)

SPOT ON !

2008-07-06T23:30:00.000+08:00

Went for Calvin’s rehearsal today! It was fun! He’s really funny and nice! We didn’t do much cuz it’s only a one hour session. but after today class, I realise i REALLY needa work on my turns. Xiao’s using a lot of it, calvin too and taufik’s probably going to use a lot of it too. Ok Rachel kong, stop avoiding it and start looking into the mirror and SPOT!

Dread work tml. Work’s retardedly boring. Why? Cuz i only do filing. YES! PLAIN FILING! You know? Punch holes in the paper and slot them into the files? I finished all the filing before 4pm and gt absolutely nothing to do till 6pm ( and i was taking my own sweet time to do it! ). I seriously think they dun needa employ someone just to do filing. Come on! It’s only a few piece of paper. How long will u take to do it? if you cut down on chatting time, toilet time and also stoning time, you can save employing someone to do just that. Help the company save money!
Well, I better sleep early to prepare myself for yet another boring day...

Dread,
R

Yesterday - Leona Lewis

2008-07-06T02:32:00.004+08:00

I'm so in love with this song!!
Heard it during Xiao's rehearsal. Think he used it during one his sharing session in school. Since i'm in a love-y mood, shall share it with you guys. it's the song playing now. ENjoy! =)

Yesterday - Leona Lewis

I just cant believe your gone
Still waitin for mornin to come
When I see if the sun will rise, in the way that your by my side
Well we got so much in store
Tell me what is it im reaching for
When were through building memories ill hold yesterday in my heart
In my heart

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we never play
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

You always choose to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
Heaven knows what the future holds, or least where the story goes
I never believed untill now
I know il see you again im sure
No its not selfish to ask for more
One more night one more day one more smile on your face
But they cant take yesterday

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we never play
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

I thought our days would last forever
But it wasnt our destiny
Cause in my mind we had so much time, but I was so wrong
No I can believe that
I can still find the strengh in the moments we made
Im lookin back on yesterday

"Love is a noble act of self-giving, offering trust, faith, and loyalty. The more you love, the more you lose a part of yourself, yet you don't become less of who you are; you end up being complete with your loved ones."

To all couples I know out there, love and cherish each other. Bless you guys =)

love, R

S-I-N-G-A-P-O-R-E !

2008-07-06T01:32:00.012+08:00

S-I-N-G-A-P-O-R-E !

Gen and I went to watch the NDP today! we were really excited cuz it's our first time watching it at the marina area! The place's really pretty and windy unlike the old stadium where it's always very hot and humid. We went pretty early to get a good seat. so while waiting.. CAM WHORE!

Finally the show starts!

Eye candy of the day.. Nathan Hortono!

He sings damn well and not to mention CUTE !!!! I swear i saw all the aunties around me come alive ! oh well, i can understand, he looked really good on stage dancing with the kids =) * melt!

( sEE hw hyper they are when he's singing! *shake head !)

the air show!

one of my fave part of the show! love the part where two plane crossed each other and form a heart shape! Pretty !

Imagine someone proposed to you
... Awwww!!! * smark own's head. Earth to Rachel !!! Hello!

next up, the match-in! *yawn

ok, although both of us were from uniform groups, u have to admit that this is one of the most boring part of the whole parade right? it's when u will go to the toilet to relieve urself to prepare for the later part of the show, when the teachers will ask the primary 5 kids to quickly eat their dinner, where people will switch channels ( if u're at home) blah blah blah.. BOttom line is.. it's really boring and so we .....

ZZZZzzzZZZ

Night falls and the City lights up ...

Lastly, the fireworks!!!

overall, i think the show was rather disappointing. wasn't as good as the previous few. there were no special stunts, no impactful perf, everything was typical and expected. i was yawning and stoning most of the time. it wasn't like last time where you will be caught by surprises every now and then. It didnt leave a deep impression on me =( oh wells !!! too bad ~

i'm really tired now. I came home at 4am last night and have to leave for school in the morning to meet fred for dance... TIRED!!!! im going to sleep soon. NIght people!

Cam Whore !!!!!!! *ZOOM

2008-07-05T23:48:00.007+08:00

I’m so sad. Green house’s having a bbq gathering tml at east coarst park! I was soo looking forward to it but guess what!? I can’t go cuz i have dance rehearsal =( BOO!! I miss the guys!! Arts camp was so much fun !! so sad i can’t join them tml. Take more photos and show me ok guys?! I bet i can trust Joshua to do just that. CAM WHORE !! i miss the times where we will rush to the camera in all sorts of poses when someone shout "CAM WHORE! " Haha!

Missing you guys =)
R

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !!!

2008-07-02T01:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!
I’m hitting the big 2 today!!! Omg, so weird, i feel damn old. Anyway, not very exciting day for me, cuz i’m not celebrating my birthday. Will be having job interview in the morning, then i’ll be having blast! in the afternoon and xiao’s rehearsal at night. HOW NICE~ so i guess it’s going to be any other day ?? dancing my birthday away! SO SAD !!!!!! oh well, i dun think anyone knows it’s my birthday anyway. It’s on such a random day! HAIZ !
So pple, if u guys see me tml, gimme a hug will ya ??
Smile R

X-tensions !

2008-07-01T00:58:00.003+08:00

Me and ting had hair extension today. We always do crazy stuffs when we’re together. The last time we went to some hair academy and dyed our hair in ridiculous colour. I highlighted mine maroon and she had like ash grey and blue. This time, I had a maroon strand and she had light pink. The light pink looks really good on her girl. It’s surprisingly not bimbo-tic at all. Me, being as boring as ever, decided to stick to maroon since it work out fine the last time. Pictures !!!

We ate popeyes at the Singapore flyers. The fries’ really good! Try it! they were playing popeye the sailorman cartoon and i suddenly realise hw time really flies. It feels like yesterday when i’m still a kid ! when i will sit in front of the TV with my Barbie doll and watch Popeye eating spinach ( i always wonder why he seem to be able to find spinach EVERYWHERE! ) anyway, here i am now. Hitting the big 20 this Wednesday, watching the same cartoon. It feels really weird. Oh well, EMO~~~~ i start talking rubbish when i’m sleepy. Which brings me to my next point. I’M DAMN SLEEPY NOW. Ok guys, i’m going to sleep. Nights! Popeye the sailorman! Poo POoo!!!

friends forever

2008-06-29T20:26:00.002+08:00

I’m so sorry for being MIA for a week. Just came back from camp on Friday! Arts camp was really fun! All the cheers, fun, laughter, sleepless night ( thanks to all the ghost stories !!! ), the support and determination to endure the tiring activities.... i’m starting to miss them. Arts camp nv fail to bond the pple together. At the last day, when we hug each other in a circle and sang “when we hold on together” , I was tearing like a baby. I love my group so much! Despite me being the councillor, it feels as if the freshies were taking care of me... when my foot hurt like crazy, they asked me not to run with them, when i was a tipsy during clubbing, they held me hands and make sure i’m safe.

and not forgetting wanting. thank you for being so brave to be my room mate. i know it's tough HAHAHA! i will nv forget all the funny stuffs we do behing close doors!
and oso JAc!!! without u, me and ting will be soo bored ! all the bitching and heart to heart talk were damn fun ! love you dear !!! and oso not forgetting Shaun!! i still cant stop laughing when i remember how u wanna "test" the whistle to see if it's working and the tense look u had when u were "mugging" the cheers. jiayou for blast! ok ? can't wait for the concert to come =)

Thank you guys for being there for me and being part of uni life.
friends forever <3

loves R

HOME AT LAST ~

2008-06-21T02:00:00.000+08:00

HOME AT LAST!

I’m super shag today. The rehearsal was crazy. The steps were really difficult and it’s very fast. i totally cannot catch it at all. It’s so bad that my foot hurts a bit while I was doing the dance. Xiao said it’s still nt very fast yet. There will be faster one later. OMG! Here i am still wanna take one more item. I think i must really consider caleb’s advise really seriously haha!

I’m so tired i can’t think of anything to blog about. Just wanna let u guys know that i’m still alive haha! probably be half dead on Sunday after xiao’s rehearsal and fully go to heaven after camp. Haha! God bless me and my foot.

Tired,
R

Beat

2008-06-19T01:08:00.000+08:00

Just came back from esther’s busking rehearsal. It was great! I really like the chereo a lot and esther’s really nice! She kept asking if the steps were too fast or difficult for us, it’s not like other choreographers, where they dun care if u can catch up or not, they just go ahead with their steps cuz it’s the dancer’s responsibility to catch it anyway. The steps were abit hard to catch, but i really think that after much practise we’ll be able to do it! we’re dancing to “sell me candy” by Rihanna and “ when i grow up “ by PCD. LOVE the 2 songs! wOOhoo! Can’t wait for the item to be completed.

I’m packed with lot’s of activities back to back. It’s crazy i tell u. i have busking on Thursday, then after that i have to rush down for OG gathering ( hope i’ll make it in time ). Then Friday, i have Xiao’s rehearsal. Thank god sat’s busking rehearsal’s cancelled, or i’ll just die. Then Sunday, i have Xiao’s rehearsal again and at night, i have to go school to prepare for arts camp. Then Tuesday i have xiao’s rehearsal and Wednesday, omg it’s damn crazy! 1 to 3.30’s busking rehearsal, 3.30 to 6’s blast! practise then 7.30 to 11pm’s xiao’s rehearsal. So i’ll be dancing for hmmm.... 11 hours ??? HAHA! yes, feels like dance camp la ! Then Thursday there might be xiao’s rehearsal too. Followed by the weekends.. i can predict that I’m going to be damn slim after this 2 weeks HAHAHA!

Ok, i’m damn tired. I think i’m going to faint soon. gotta go sleep !
Night guys !
Beat,
R

Fear

2008-06-17T23:56:00.000+08:00

Went to the sinseh today to check my leg. and he say it’s in bad shape. Oh man, i’m damn worried i wun be able to dance for a while. I have tons of dance rehearsal this and next week. And it’s crucial tat i attend them or i’ll have a super hard time later on catching up. I’m going to cry. He said i probably hurt it further during the recital performance cuz the swelling haven gone on. I always wonder why dancers cry when other dancers injured themselves causing them not able to dance again. Like “it’s not you! Don’t make such a big scene!” now i understand. The fear of not able to dance again, to feel the stage under your feet, to feel the adrenaline rush when u perform and the sense of satisfaction after that. CRY!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wanna dance freely again. Missed the days where I can attend dance everyday without worries. When i can run for buses ( it’s so weir d that i always hate running for buses, but since I sprain my foot, i’m starting to miss it a lot ), when i can jog at the park ( oh man!! I miss Jogging !!!!!!! ) and lastly and most importantly! I MISS MY HEELS!!!!!!!!! CRY ~~! Oki, stop rolling your eyes! I’m a girl!

Please god, help my foot heal quickly!!!!! It’s driving me crazy!
Praying,
R

Good Rest ~

2008-06-17T12:40:00.000+08:00

No work today!! Guess it’s finally I take a break after these long hectic times. I haven had a good rest since recital cuz of work. Yesterday was my last day of work! I’m secretly quite happy. Haha ! Cuz i dun really like it, it’s so boring, and there are times where I have absolutely NOTHING to do. To top it off, the people there aren’t very friendly.

Well, I’m suppose to go to the salon to work today, but it was cancelled last min. So i’m going to the sinseh to check my foot again. ( it’s still painful!! Can u believe it?! after like wt? 3 weeks already ?! ) then later, I’m heading down town to hand in my time sheet. If there’s still time, i’ll go collect my prize! Ohoh!! I won the Cleo Feb contest! Got myself a necklace worth $65. Wonder hw it looks like. Shall post a picture of it, if it’s nice. Haha!

I’m so excited! Arts camp’s coming!! WHee!! Me and ting are in the same group! Thanks Doris! Bryant will be the OGL and he say he’s sooo going to TAKE CARE OF ME. ya right Bryant, u can’t wait to sabo me right!! Hahaa! Oh well, miss the camp days, it’s always so crazy and fun! 5 more days to camp!

counting down,
R

Xiao's item!

2008-06-15T20:51:00.000+08:00

I went for Xiao’s rehearsal today! It was great! There’s going to be 26 dancers in my item, of which some were from MJ ( I think they are mainly the PA dancers under Pat ), joo teng, Erwin, izzac, alvan, Thomas, georgi, allen, colleen, Sharon, wei long .... DAMN A LOT OF PPLE. Xiao wanna claim the honour of having the biggest item. All of them were damn good, i feel so silly there. why am i always in groups with a lot of stronger dancers! =(

The steps were kinda hard to catch initially, but i got the hang of it later on. We dance to “ride it” by jay sean, and i like the steps! We went for lunch after practise, and xiao said that he thinks that the steps were a bit too easy and he’s going to change it. cuz more difficult steps looks nicer. I was like “WHAT! You call that simple!!!?” pple, pray for me ya ?! haha! anyway, i really believe it’s going to be good and i can see myself improving after this! Can’t wait for the whole item to be completed! I’m going to be in Kelvin/candy’s item ( I hope it’s Reggae!!!! ) too! Whee! It’s like an improvement! I was only in one item for Wu recital, now I’m in 2 items! Maybe next time i’ll be in 3, then 4 ! I think i’ll just die. Shi Wei did 3, and he look damn shag and tired. I’m in busking item too! Under Esther! I always think she’s damn cool! Damn happy to be under her! I miss Mich though, was hoping we will be in the same item for busking. Oh well, hope that she will be in Kelvin’s group too!! PRAY !

FINALLY, AFTER 7 MONTHS!

2008-06-14T00:55:00.001+08:00

I'M FIANLLY GOING TO CLUB AGAIN!!
will be clubbing with blast! at Zouk!! we're still calling more pple! so if you wanna join us, drop me a sms ya ? it's going to be damn fun! me and mich are SOOOOO going to burn the place with all the desperation and craziness WOohoo!!!!!

WHERE MY PARTY PEOPLE AT ?!

xoxo, R