Lately life’s mainly about dance... im like dancing EVERYNIGHT... I am so going to recover soon. THANK YOU SO MUCH. I keep having dry coughs and it get worst every day. I’ll be very short for breath easily and I can’t concentrate on my dance at all. I can’t even talk for goodness sake! Every time I talk, I will start coughing like a mad woman. So yea, I was trying very hard not to talk during pract. It feels so horrible that I rushed back hall to rest once they released us.

But other then that, dance’s being ..well... pleasant! Thank god to pple like mich, ruisi, eva , krsyt and colleen.. haiz.. its really nice having them around. Makes me wonder why I actually forsake them for hall stuffs last semester. If I can turn back time, I’ll prob spend more time with them rather than those nonsense committee in halls. Sometimes, I feel a bit detached from them, dunno how to explain it but yea..just feel so. Well, blame it on times I didn’t turn up for dates and suppers with them. sorry girls!

Ok, last busking perf tml!! All the way buskers !

R

TO ALL MY LOVELY FRIENDS OUT THERE:
Thanks guys, I’m ok now!
Thanks for all the concerns and comfort you guys gave me. I’m really fine now. I guess I was just too tired recently. All the dance practs and work’s really killing me. Maybe I overestimated myself, thinking im some supergirl that can handle anything and everything that comes into my way. Well, supergirl needs to take a break sometimes i guess.... I realise i have a damn bad habit.. I dunno how to say NO, esp to my friends... I feel bad rejecting pple and always try my best to please as many pple as possible. In the end, I’ll end up disappointing them.... I feel so bad for all the dates that I didn’t turn up for, and also the numerous times I postpone meet-ups due to my busy schedules... but sometimes, I really hope you guys can understand.
But it’s ok.. Im really fine now guys. Thank you so much for all your concerns. Esp to all my hall peepz, I know I really worried you guys like crazy. So sorry Carmen and Zhiyun, I know you guys were camping outside my room waiting for me to come out. I can hear you guys from my room you know! Haha! And I did come out at 3am, but you guys were asleep ready haha!

Anyway, I had a REALLY BUSY DAY Today.

6pm to 8pm: macroeconomics lect
6pm to 9pm: Reporting stats lect
7.30pm: Karen’s dance pract
8.30pm: Hall initiation
11pm: Ruisi birthday party

IF there’s one thing I will want to wish for:, it will be: TO be able to split myself into many pieces !

R

Why is life so unfair?
Why can’t I live like other people?
Why am I always so tired?
Why do I have so many burdens?
Will is ever stop?

Why don’t good things happen to me?
Why can’t you be more understanding?
Why can’t you be more kind with your words?
Why are you not here, will you ever come?
Why can't I stop crying over such things?

Why......

I don't know how it feels like anymore....

New semester’s cravings .... Don't you just wanna shine in them on stage ?

BABY PHAT

R

ARRRGGHHHHH !!!!!
I wanna change floor !

I should have when I had the chance ......