I don’t think I’ll ever going to forgive this day. I learnt lots of things in the hard way, there was a lot of emotions, crying and struggle but im glad it happened. =)

What are friends? They are people who you bitch with, they are people you hang out with when u’re bored. They laugh with you and do silly things with you. You might see them everyday or talk to them on a daily basis, or maybe not...

but what’s a true friend? They are people who adores you for who you are, they praise your good points and accept your weaknesses. They are sensitive to your moods and needs. People may be against you, badmouthing you, backstabbing you, but they are the ones that stands by you at the end of the day. They don’t get influence or swayed by what other said about you, cuz they know you the best. They are willing to forgive you for all your wrongdoings because they don’t want the friendship to simply end like this. They are there for you no matter what happens and you know it! things might be rocky in the midst of our friendship, we had lots of arguments, betrayal ( sadly ), unhappiness and misunderstanding, and for unknown reason, people got in the way to make things difficult for the both us.. but Im glad these stuffs happen, cuz it makes our friendship stronger. Im glad we talked it out, at least we’re honest towards each other now. Sucky things happen and we got hurt, but cuz we don’t wanna lose each other as a friend, we chose to forgive each other instead of giving up on our friendship totally. I’m really thankful for having you in my life and for the fact that you still stood by my despite what happened. And for those people who tried to make things hard for us, I’m glad you did what you did, cuz you just proved that our friendship wasn’t as weak as you thought it will be.
Sometimes, you really gotta think before you do anything silly, or you’ll be the joke at the end of the day. To that someone:
If there’s any misunderstanding between the both of us, i hope you will come and clarify with me instead of creating a drama like this one. I treated you as a friend, and I treated you sincerely. Im terribly sorry if I’ve done anything wrong to you, or treat you badly, but if you don’t be honest and tell me, I’ll never know. When I say I’m busy, I really am, don’t doubt it. If you haven heard, you’re not the only one that i lost contact with ever since i stayed in hall. I dunno wat i had done wrong to warrant a treatment like that. And it scares me, since we were so close last year. The fact that you suddenly changed and treat me this way left me puzzled and to a certain extent, very shock. Well, I can’t possibly blame you for saying those stuffs bout me. It takes 2 hands to clap and I was part of it. I won’t deny the fact that i said those nasty stuffs, but at least I’m willing to stand up to my mistakes. And like i mentioned, Im glad you did what you did, cuz it showed me what a true friend really means. It’s about forgiving, accepting and compromising, my dear. I learn it the hard way but at least i learnt, all thanks to you. If you’re reading this, I just wanna let you know, that you really cannot go round treating your friends like this, or u’ll start losing them one by one. Everyone makes mistakes, but what matters is the fact that you learn from it. I forgive you for what you’ve done to me, just like how my friend had forgive me. Please don’t do this kinda things anymore, It really reflects very very badly on yourself. On past accords, I really don’t wish for you to become a joke at the end of the day and hope you will change for the better. Take care and hope you find your true friend one day too.

And to shuf, thanks a million dear =)

xoxo, R