Life’s really boring now...
Study study study... =(

Can’t wait for the hols to come! I’ve got so many events lined up, just thinking of it puts a smile on my face =). First, im going to find a job, then, there’s Asian Youth Games Perf, MY 21ST BIRTHDAY!! (*cough cough ), going back to Studio WU ( oh man!! I miss that place!! ), all the camps (SWOC, ARTS ...), LOTS of meet ups! Yay!

Anyway, my sister was mentioning to me about DOomday and its freaking scaring the shit out of her that she have to wake me up in wee hours JUST to tell me that... HAIZ

“There is a suggestion . . . that Armageddon would overtake the degenerate peoples of the world and all creation on the final day of the thirteenth [baktun]. Thus … our present universe … [would] be annihilated on the 23rd of December, 2012, when the Great Cycle of the Long Count reaches completion.” -- wiki.

Great we are ALL going to die in a few years time.

Don’t understand why somepple are so insensitive to their friends feelings.. i don’t own u anything for what i did. Please show some respect pls...

Don’t understand why somepple thinks so highly of themselves and look down on pple... come on, u were once not-so-high-up-there .... i didn treat you like hw u did now...

Don’t understand how somepple can betray your trust in them so easiy.. is it so hard to keep a secret ? friends keep secrets, not SHARE secrets

Don’t understand why somepple don’t know how to say THANKS after asking a favour. Are u taking me for granted ?

Don’t understand why economics is so difficult to understand

Don’t understand why i didn’t switch major, should have thought deeper and further! DAMMIT!

Don’t understand why my thoughts are so incoherent

Don’t understand!
Don’t understand!
Don’t understand!
Don’t understand!
Don’t understand!
Don’t understand!
Don’t understand!


#$#@%$@Q%#@%@#% !!!!!
R

Studying’s been ok lately, it’s productive, but NOT ENOUGH!!
Due to my laziness and high commitment to dance during the semester, I hardly studied! Great, nw Im paying the damn price for it.

I hate it when u get so snappy!!! And how you snap and hurt pple’s feeling without knowing. Oh wellz... cant blame when exam’s stress getting into you.. BUT STILL !!!! nevertheless, i still love you, haiz , im such a great friend... jiayou jiayou !

R

i cant stop playing games !!!!!!
DIE FACEBOOOK DIEEEEEEeeee!!!

maybe i should smash my lappy or something !
haiz !


So-needa-study
R

Omg, I had near death experience today.
I was nearly knocked down by a car while crossing the pedestrian crossing.
I alighted the bus outside shaw foundation and was about to cross the road at the zebra crossing, when a car just zoom passed me missing me less than a foot away! Imagine If i were to just take one more step .... *shivers* and mind u!! not that i was jay walking!! I was crossing the pedestrian! I guess the car didn see me coming since the bus was blocking its view, but shouldn cars slow down when they see there’s a zebra crossing right ahead ? stupid driver....
It’s disturbing to think about the fact that i almost died.... no more Rachel Kong... OMG

I wish this week never happened.... *cry*

*even running cant take away the pain anymore....

I don’t think I’ll ever going to forgive this day. I learnt lots of things in the hard way, there was a lot of emotions, crying and struggle but im glad it happened. =)

What are friends? They are people who you bitch with, they are people you hang out with when u’re bored. They laugh with you and do silly things with you. You might see them everyday or talk to them on a daily basis, or maybe not...

but what’s a true friend? They are people who adores you for who you are, they praise your good points and accept your weaknesses. They are sensitive to your moods and needs. People may be against you, badmouthing you, backstabbing you, but they are the ones that stands by you at the end of the day. They don’t get influence or swayed by what other said about you, cuz they know you the best. They are willing to forgive you for all your wrongdoings because they don’t want the friendship to simply end like this. They are there for you no matter what happens and you know it! things might be rocky in the midst of our friendship, we had lots of arguments, betrayal ( sadly ), unhappiness and misunderstanding, and for unknown reason, people got in the way to make things difficult for the both us.. but Im glad these stuffs happen, cuz it makes our friendship stronger. Im glad we talked it out, at least we’re honest towards each other now. Sucky things happen and we got hurt, but cuz we don’t wanna lose each other as a friend, we chose to forgive each other instead of giving up on our friendship totally. I’m really thankful for having you in my life and for the fact that you still stood by my despite what happened. And for those people who tried to make things hard for us, I’m glad you did what you did, cuz you just proved that our friendship wasn’t as weak as you thought it will be.
Sometimes, you really gotta think before you do anything silly, or you’ll be the joke at the end of the day. To that someone:
If there’s any misunderstanding between the both of us, i hope you will come and clarify with me instead of creating a drama like this one. I treated you as a friend, and I treated you sincerely. Im terribly sorry if I’ve done anything wrong to you, or treat you badly, but if you don’t be honest and tell me, I’ll never know. When I say I’m busy, I really am, don’t doubt it. If you haven heard, you’re not the only one that i lost contact with ever since i stayed in hall. I dunno wat i had done wrong to warrant a treatment like that. And it scares me, since we were so close last year. The fact that you suddenly changed and treat me this way left me puzzled and to a certain extent, very shock. Well, I can’t possibly blame you for saying those stuffs bout me. It takes 2 hands to clap and I was part of it. I won’t deny the fact that i said those nasty stuffs, but at least I’m willing to stand up to my mistakes. And like i mentioned, Im glad you did what you did, cuz it showed me what a true friend really means. It’s about forgiving, accepting and compromising, my dear. I learn it the hard way but at least i learnt, all thanks to you. If you’re reading this, I just wanna let you know, that you really cannot go round treating your friends like this, or u’ll start losing them one by one. Everyone makes mistakes, but what matters is the fact that you learn from it. I forgive you for what you’ve done to me, just like how my friend had forgive me. Please don’t do this kinda things anymore, It really reflects very very badly on yourself. On past accords, I really don’t wish for you to become a joke at the end of the day and hope you will change for the better. Take care and hope you find your true friend one day too.

And to shuf, thanks a million dear =)

xoxo, R