Went to marina barrage with aga, edmund and annie just now,,,
The place’s soooo pretty!! Next time when i have a bf, i wanna go there to date! it's the Perfect dating place ! Haha!!!

We took a lot of pictures there. Aga and I took damn alot of unglam pictures, which i WILL never, over my dead body, reveal to anyone. Haha!
Lots of work to do, but so little time! God, can u give me more time PLS!!! Or at least make time stop for a while so i can be back on track.
Oh wellzzz.....

R

Thank you for being so understanding... you don’t know how much it means to me =)

CMB’s on 26th March, DNd’s on 27th March, CMB’s on 12th March
I wonder how I’m going to pull through ...

R
Something I wish everything will just stop so I can take a breathe ...

Thanks for all the concerns u guys showered me last night. I feel so blessed to have u guys as my friends. I’m ok already! I guess i must have worried some of u guys last night, so sorry bout it! Well, im fine now! Really! (other then the fact that my eyes are still sore ... haiz.. eyes already so small, now it looks like one line.. damn! )

Well, just something i would like to share after my terrible experience last night. Sometimes no matter how hard you wanna be good in everything u do , to be there for everyone and everything, there’s a limit to what u are capable of achieving. Jielin’s right, u cant have the best of all worlds, life’s nt perfect. We need to prioritise what is important. Your first priority might not be something u’re keen in, but sometimes, sadly, you just gotta be realistic. It’s painful to give up something u love so dear, it hurts i know. And to gt scolded for not being able to be somewhere someone expects you to be, sucks even more.

I’m sorry if my behaviour disappointed some of you guys, im sorry to all my friends for the times when i wasn there after promising to be there. There are times you guys gave me a bad name for it and I accept it with no qualms. I deserve it. I’m thankful to those who have been understanding and patient towards me. Those who had helped me through these hard times, I love you guys dearly, you know who u guys are.. i wun make it if it wasn for you guys =)

Love you guys and jiayou !!!

R

Haven u heard? Rachel falls and picks up herself real quick! *jumps around

cry and get over, everything's going to be alright.

R

thanks dear for listening *hugs

i cant spilt myself into 2, or into 3 for that matter.. I wish i could, REALLY! If only i have super powers... as much as i wanna be there for everyone and everything, there's a limit to what i can do.. Im only human.

Stop forcing me to do things i don’t wanna do ....

R

I feel really terrible
I’m having this stupid headache for more than 5 hours and it’s preventing me from sleeping. Pop a few panadols already, but guess cause i ate it on an empty stomach, i feel like vomiting. Full dress’s tml... and i sprained my foot AGAIN ... ARGH!
I WANT TO SLEEP!!!!!

R

I really hate girls with attitudes. They may think it’s cool and brave of them to openly display their displeasure and thinking but i think it’s utterly low and rude. “Im just being truthful whatttttt....” Goodness ! What happen to compromise, understanding and most importantly ur MANNERS!? And i really hate girls that behave so immaturely. The world doesn ‘t evolve around you. Please grow up.

List of things to show that you are a BI*TCH:

1) Snapping at your friend when he/she doesn’t do things your way
( it’s ur own fault that you couldn get into your position in time, not the prop your friend “didn’t put properly”. HELLO?! He’s doing u a favour! If you’re not happy, pull the freaking chair into ur desired position urself!

2) Making a face and openly voice out ur dislike for a present ur friend choose for you.
(I feel sad for ur friend, he/she shouldn have painfully go through the malls and spend money to buy something for you. Such a waste! )

3) Showing a face at your choreographer when you can’t get your steps right. To top it out, claim that she’s the one that PULL OUT of the item when it’s obviously she got KICKED OUT.
( how long are u going to hide the fact that you are kicked out? Even if you are the one that pull out, it doesn’t reflect very nice of you to pull out at the very last rehearsal before perf. HOW RESPONSIBLE OF YOU~! I’m so glad I’m not on the same stage as you. Pls stop sending emo sms stating how sorry you are and how much you try to commit to the item, i hardly see you around for prac... )

4) Claiming that you want to be in EVERYTHING when you cant commit to practise.
(great, suppose i put you in EVERYTHING, if you don’t come for pract, you are going to screw things out for the rest who faithfully came for every pract. If your academic schedule doesn’t allow to commit, then i can only say, too bad, life sucks i know, no one says it’s perfect, you gotta drop the item. Don’t be selfish and pull everyone down with you. )

5) Snapping at your friend while smiling so sweetly to the opp. Sex.
( what a 2 face. Imagine i do that to you, how will you feel? )

6) Smile sweetly to you ONLY when he/she needs a favour (after snapping to you like 100 times. pls refer to point 5 above.)

7) A captain Smsing another captain to scold her for not letting one of the team member leave early SO SHE CAN GO FOR A GATHERING.
( What happen to sportsmanship ? )

8) Refuse to admit your mistake and blame other people for being rude when they point it out.
( stop throwing your face in front of so many dancers, and spamming your workshops offers, my inbox’s kinda full... up till now, I still dunno who the FAMOUS instructor that is featured in your offer, Im “SURE” you mentioned, maybe you typed it in font colour white against the white background ?? )


I think im going to suffer from karma for badmouthing so many pple at one goal in this entry. Mind you, I dun think i’m a perfect person and i do have my bit*hy moments ( like now, sitting here and bad-mouthing pple ). Haha! Double-standards huh... oh well, no one’s perfect, I guess!